Hwasang's point of view
I'm not sure why I'm here, or even what to say. I reacted on impulse after talking to Uncle San. I'm not stupid I know what I did to her wasn't okay, regardless of my defense or excuses.
Hana is sweet and no doubt she deserves someone who will treat her like a queen, unfortunately for her she has a crush on someone who can't.
Me: I'm really sorry for what happened, and you have every right to hate me.
Hana: I don't hate you. I feel bad for you.
Huh?
Hana: Don't be mad at Jennie but she told me growing up you've always been sought after, even older girls tried to get a piece of you. There was never any true feelings, just lust.
That's true, there's no reason at all why a thirteen year old lost their virginity to a sixteen year old. Back then I didn't know any better but as I got older I realize the girl who did that to me was a damn predator.
The situation with Mrs.Kim proved to me things weren't any different in my life.
The sin of lust curses my life to a point where I'm sure I'll be lonely, but that's okay with me. As long as I'm not hurting anyone.
So as I look at Hana, I vow to never hurt her again.
Me: You're right and through it all I never connected with myself. I feel like that's what I need to do in order to love someone properly.
Hana: So until you learn, can we be friends at least?
Me: Let's start over.
I stick out my hand for her to shake it.
Me: I'm Park Hwasang.
She blushes.
Hana: I'm Jung Hana.
I smile.
Hana: But I promised Rosè and Lex I'd give you hell so if they ask just tell them I did.
Me: Such a sweet girl. I'll buy you boba tomorrow.
She gasps.
Hana: Really?
Me: Yes.
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I wait outside the shop for Hana who said she's running a bit behind. Someone yells my name and I look up to see the girl in a pretty orange sundress running towards me.
Hana: Sorry I'm late.
Me: No worries.
Her eyes light up at all the different flavors but she settles for her favorite strawberry while I get a mango milk tea. She sips her drink glancing around the place in her own little world.
Hana: Your stepfather is really talented though, I love his art.
Me: Do you paint?
Hana: I use to, but then my mother put me in ballet so I didn't have time to do anything else. You?
Me: Sometimes, although I don't take it as serious as he does. He thinks I have a talent for it but I just see it as a hobby.
She smiles.
Hana: It reminds me of the first time we went to do glass paintings, I enjoyed it.
Me: We can go back again.
Hana: Are you sure?
Me: Of course.
We spend the next half a hour talking about nothing in particular. Whenever she gets excited her eyes get wide and she does this cute crinkle eye smile.
Me: Enjoyed yourself today?
Hana: I did, thanks again.
Me: No problem, thanks for actually answering my calls.
Hana: Any time.
She's too sweet, entirely too kind.
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Lex's point of view
I sit on the roof of my car smoking a cigarette. This sucks, being in love sucks. I'm not sure when I fell for Keeho but it just sort of happened.
His spirit attracted me and his physical looks were just the cherry on top. When we were younger he was like the baby we always had to watch over because he'd always be in some kind of trouble.
The thing is, he thinks he's hiding his little secret well but not from me. Just the other day we were in target and he drifted off to the toy section.
I didn't question it but once he folded his arms and started mumbling about how there's no blue power rangers left I put two and two together.
I didn't tell him though, I don't want him to push me away.
Watching him fuss and stress over Jisoo is also painful, very painful.
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