BI AND BOG!

twenty eight

{ B I A N C A }
Friday had finally came.

I don't know why Fridays still made me happy because I chose the days I worked pretty much so it didn't matter to me.

I knew Harry had planned on going out with Ethan and Freezy tonight which meant I was in on my own.

I probably would make a few little songs, and record them in the spare room or something like that.

I had also not stopped looking for my mum since I left Cal's the other night. However I had been busy with the music video with Jj for me to properly look into it until today.

The music video was being edited to our favour, Joe said he would inform us when it was done but he had planned it to be tomorrow so me and Jj planned a get together at his to show everyone.

I was so buzzed, I couldn't believe it.

I shot Harry a quick text and then went to the spare room.

Haz🖤

Have fun with Ethan and Cal,
stay safe I love you!

I love you x
read 3:29pm

I jotted a few lyrics down on a paper and sang them.

Before I met you, I never felt good enough. Before I let you, in, I'd already given up. Left on read, no reply, left me just wondering why. Now I'm skeptical of love. So when you hold my hand, do you wanna hold my heart? When you say you want me, is it all of me or just one part?

I had gotten my own booth in the room just for when I wanted to let off some steam, I hadn't got on it recently because as much as my life was chaotic and pretty much a mess, Harry had been helping me through it without even realising.

My studio owner in LA had taught me how to record and mess about with the movement to piece it all together like a song, but it never mounted up to anything Joe, Carmel or Lois could do.

I shot Tobi a quick text before scrolling through Facebook hours on end trying to find the woman that was once my mum.

Tobi

Hey! What you doing?

Just at Jj's tonight with Simon
and Talia you?

Finding my mum :)

Good luck, let me know if you
get anything back.

Will do x
read 6:58pm

I scrolled through longingly trying to keep my eyes open from boredom then flipping to my laptop which I thought would have been easier.

Turns out if I search the same name in my laptop to my phone it comes up with the same results.

I had ordered some Nando's, I was starved. Eating it whilst still scrolling, the determination was the only word for it.

I just hoped for a good outcome.

@biancaisaac