BI AND BOG!

seventy eight

{ B I A N C A }
As I looked up panicking at Talia, the door had opened.

I had only felt like this panicked a few times in my life and it wasn't a feeling I ever liked and wasn't a feeling I would wish on anyone.

A feeling where my head felt light and the walls felt as though they where closing in on me.

As I gulped resting my head back on the wall with my legs hugged up to my chest, Tobi closed the door behind him and made his way over.

"Count to ten Bi, you look like you have just seen a ghost." Tobi stated as he knelt down infront of me and handed me a bottle of water.

I smiled at the gesture but furrow my eyebrows, "How did you-" I started as Talia looked just as shook as I did.

"Didn't want a repeat of yours and Jj's launch when you passed out." He smiled innocently as Talia got off the gaming chair and sat down on the floor with us. "Besides your not the only people with Twitter, I saw the comments Bi."

I tilted my head back down in view of my thumbs that where frantically battling with one another, as they always did when I was feeling this way.

"Bi, we know why you went today and you know why you went today. And that's good enough. Don't listen to anyone online because they only see what you want them too." Talia reassured me as my head leaned in onto her shoulder and hers lay on mine.

"And Katie is the best person who can give you advice and sort everything out." Tobi smiled.

"Oh about Katie, I have news." I smiled wiping the snot from my nose from crying with my sleeve.

"Have her and Dan finally come out the closet?" Tobi smiled as Talia side eyed me.

"Yeah about that, she's pregnant." I smiled as there faces lit up.

"Oh my god. This is huge." Talia stated.

"I know!" I chuckled back.

"And Dans the father right?" Tobi questioned to reassure.

"Yeah." I laughed.

"Also to add onto the downer again, looking at the comments the snowflakes are all Americans." Talia chuckled which made me laugh.

"Explains it all." Tobi laughed as I wiped my eyes.

The connection I had grown between these two and Freya where unbreakable. They where the people I could go to for anything and they would be there no matter what.

Those that would tell me if I did wrong in private but still defend my name in public.

Although Freya couldn't be here tonight, I knew what she would have said if she was. And that was enough. I smiled at the both of them as they sat around me as we all scrolled through the tweets together, Tobi and Talia doing there best to try and make the best out of a bad situation.

"We should probably go back before people notice we are gone." I stated as they nodded understanding.

~

Just as we was leaving to head back to everyone drinking, I touched up my makeup praying no one would notice, not tonight anyway. Before opening my phone as it was blowing up.

I furrowed my eyebrows to see it wasn't twitter anymore that everyone was talking on, but instagram.

I sighed before I see it was harry that had tagged me in a photo.

I looked at it before my my face beamed into a smile, this man never fails to make me smile.

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