BI AND BOG!

twenty nine

{ B I A N C A }
I woke up early the next morning to what I thought was just a bad dream, turned into a reality.

I sat up from Talia reaching for my phone to see if I had gotten anything from the boys, but had only gotten one off of Katie.

Katie

Hey, i'm releasing yours
and Jj's song at 6pm x

Cheers, I will let everyone
know x
Wait I need you today.

What's wrong sweet? x

I'll tell you when you come
round to my place x

Okays sweetheart i love
you x

I love you x
read 5:21am

I couldn't sleep. It made me sick thinking that he would willingly do that behind my back whilst I was right upstairs.

I don't know who in the right mind would do that.

After the time we shared together I thought he would have at least spoke to me about it properly instead of taking matters into his own hands.

I guess we both was wrong about one another.

To top it all off today mine and Jj's song was coming out, not like it was a bad thing. We had been waiting for this for quite a long time. It's just the fact I had to put on a brave face for everyone knowing full well i'm not okay.

But i'm not the type to beg for help or break in front of everyone, i'm the type that stands tall making them all think i'm over it and sorting it out on my own.

And that's exactly what i'm going to do.

I walk into the living room, surprisingly finding Jj already up on the sofa.

"Why are you up?" I whisper as Simons still asleep on there.

"Training." He eye rolled as I gave him a giggle. "But I could say the same about you."

"Can't sleep, every time I shut my eyes the pictures still in my head. It knocks me sick." I try to hide by smiling.

"Come here." He stated holding his arms out for me to go hug him. "It's wrong what he did. Please don't change because one stupid boy chose his dick over his heart."

"It's hard Jj. You didn't see them all. It's like they all had hate towards me." I sigh into his chest while he comforted me. "How in the hell am I going to tell Cal?"

"We will do it tonight. We will have the launch here and you can stay again?" He suggests.

"It's a nice offer but I don't want to intrude." I smile.

"Don't be daft, i'll even kip on the sofa." He chuckles.

"Wow! Is that the KSI offering out his bed to little old me." I smirk.

"Sure is, take it or leave it." He giggles back, "I'm heading to the gym, use my shower if you need one i'll see you later. Text me if you need out Bi." He states shutting the door on his way out.

I headed to the shower to clean myself from the clothes I had found Harry in last night.

~

"What can I help you with?" Katie asked as I sat on the sofa in her apartment.

"Harry." I stuttered trying to get the words out.

"What's wrong sweetie?" She said holding me in her arms.

"I caught, I caught him cheating." I sigh with a few tears trickling down the side of my face.