BI AND BOG!

thirty three

{ B I A N C A }
After saying our hellos we made our way back around the pool and chilled out.

"So have you lot bought alcohol and everything?" I state.

"We couldn't find a shop these past nights." Jj said.

"So you have no pre drinks?" I laugh as they nod. "Well I'm up for going." I state.

"Good luck." Simon laughed.

"I'll come too." Tobi said.

"Yeah me and Freya could do with the walk." Talia states.

"I'll come along for the walk." Ethan states.

"Okay, we will be back soon guys." I state as we head out.

That entrance went better than expected. I had noticed that Tobi, Talia and Freya had ran ahead leaving me and Ethan awkwardly walking side by side.

"Bianca." Ethan spoke out finally.

"Yeah?" I question.

"I would like to apologise for the parts I played in Harry's situation." He said looking at me.

"Ethan I really don't want to talk about that right now, can we just enjoy the holiday?" I reply back to him.

"Yeah but we will have to talk about it one time." He says.

"I know I just want to be ready for that." I give him a small smile.

"Okay." He said looking back to his front.

I did feel quite sad for him. He has apologised and I just pushed it too one side and that's all I wanted. Yes they influenced Harry's decision in doing it but Harry is his own person and there's a part of him that could have refused but didn't.

I turned to Ethan and gave him a hug, looking up to see him smiling back at me.

He wrapped his arms around me and whispered in my ear, "Thankyou Bianca."

I smiled pulling away as we caught up with the rest of the group in search for the shop.

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We eventually came across a shop that was quite large so we headed inside.

"I told you guys to try the alleyways, no one listened." Freya said all smug.

"Yeah well going down an alley isn't the best way to find food normally is it." Talia replied.

"It's abit west this." Tobi states.

"Init it feels dodgey." Ethan laughed.

They all made there way over to the alcohol section when one aisle caught my eye.

"I'll be with you guys in a moment." I said walking over to it.

The prescription aisle.

I had my prescriptions with me however I had been scheduled to get some more soon.

I mean, I was with my friends, I won't need them.

But it's also the fact that I had relied on these for so long, would I manage without them. Especially now Harry is here with me. If he brought a girl back in front of me and I didn't have these pills I don't know what I would do.

"Hey you." A voice said as I broke out of my trance to find it was Tobi.

"Hi." I smile.

"All good?" He asks.

"Everything's grand." I prove.

"Let me rephrase that, what's wrong." He smiles.

"Nothings wrong i'm doing well." I say back hoping he drops it.