BI AND BOG!

fifty five

{ B I A N C A }
I had just landed in London and there was an overwhelming sense of comfort. I didn't know what it was it just felt right. Being here.

On the plane I had managed to write another song for my album "save me from this hell hole", but this one was a lot different, it was about my dad.

We got the uber to my apartment to drop me off before Dan travelled to Katie's to see her. Honestly I still don't know why them to haven't made it official yet.

I was sorting my clothes out before I heard a knock at the door to reveal Callux.

"Good afternoon!" He spoke all chirpy.

"To say dads dead you seem awfully chipper." I smiled as his face dropped. "That was quite heartless of me, go on."

"Bitch. About that the coroners want us to go down tomorrow to give us full details blah blah blah. I didn't really understand what he said." He stated.

"Okays." I smiled weakly putting the last things away.

"Anyway, Want to come Simons later and catch up with everyone?" He spoke. That's when reality hit me. What would I say to Harry.

How will it be? Will he even acknowledge me? Had he moved on with someone better? What would I do if his girlfriend was there?

"Erm you know how it is with me and Harry, I'll stay home tonight." I smiled.

"Harry is on holiday with Vik, Freezy and Ethan." He spoke out as a sigh of relief escaped me.

"Okay, come pick me up before you go I'm going to have a nap." I smiled going to the bed.

~

I woke up with an hour to spare so I jumped in the shower whilst listening to my song reckless while I got ready.

The hour had gone by so quick I was scrolling through instagram when I happened to stumble upon Harry's profile. I swear it wasn't intended.

I looked at the story of them on a yacht having a good time before what I assumed to be Cal at the door.

"You ready?" He asked.

"As ready as I will ever be." I chuckled as we got into the car to Simon and Jj's house. The nerves wasn't hitting me as bad now I knew it was only Tobi, Talia, Freya, Jj, Josh, Simon, me and Cal going to be there.

As we pulled up to the house Cal walked in first and stopped me at the doorway, "Guys." He spoke up.

"Ayooo!" Jj shouted. "Welcome brother."

"I've got a special guest." He stated as everyone furrowed there eyebrows.

"Who is it? Harry Styles?" Simon suggested.

"No guys, meet the lovely Bianca Isaac." He laughed as I walked round the corner to see everyone's jaws drop.

"OH MY GOSH!!!! SHUT UP, YOUR BACK!!!" Talia shouted.

"NO WAY!!!" Tobi followed as they all ran to hug me. It felt good to be home.

"How come your back??" Simon asked.

"That doesn't matter, let's just have fun!!" I smiled looking up to Cal who slung an arm around me.

I sat with Tobi and the girls as everyone was having there own conversations.

"So why are you back? May I ask." Tobi asked.

"Mine and Cal's dad died last night he rung me distraught." I replied giving a weak smile.

"Why's he sad?" Talia asked. "Wasn't he a prick?"

"Talia. Their dads dead." Freya chuckled.

"Yeah he was but I have this gut feeling when he visited us he actually needed the money and I was the one to send him away." I reply as a tear fell down my face.