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{ H A R R Y }
It had been a weird few hours, every now and then people would be brought in and out of the room and come in half an hour later for someone else.

I hope they wasn't planning on making Bianca a little cringe video message, she would beat us all up.

"Harry, can you go in?" Katie came over and whispered.

"Go in where?" I replied.

"To speak to Bianca, she's asked for you." She answered as I internally smiled at the thought she asked for me, instantly humbling myself at the fact its that talk.

I start to walk towards the room directed when my palm started getting a little sweatier. This wasn't normal for me, like yeah I got nervous but not to the point where I feel like my body will shut down on me.

"Hey you." I smiled trying to lighten her mood as she lay there in the hospital bed internally drowning in her sorrows but trying not to let anybody know.

"Hi." She replied bluntly giving a weak smile before followed with a, "Sit down."

I sat and the room just became more silent, I could just hear my own thoughts. I hated this, I hated that at one point we could sit in a silent room together and feel comfort. I hated that I had caused her to be hurt, sad, even angry.

Before it became anymore awkward I decided to speak up, "How come you wanted to see me?"

"We need a chat." She spoke sitting up to get comfortable.

"Yes, I think we do." I replied say on the chair near her.

"I don't know what i'm suppose to do anymore." She started sighing. She had tears in her eyes but she was holding back, I hated that she thought she had to hold back.

"What do you mean?" I reply furrowing my eyebrows.

"This isn't working, we never should have got together in the first place because we knew it would have ended up like this." She says twiddling her thumbs.

"But it doesn't have to be like this." I answer hoping she would change her mind.

"It clearly does, every time i'm pissed it just reminds me what you did and it hurts! So fucking much Harry. To the point where I don't even know if I wanna be here anymore." She cried.

I go over to hold her in her arms as she cried, not going to lie, it felt right but everything I had said to her before hand pushed her away too far to where she had to move on.

"Harry, just know I will always love you." She cried looking at me. "But i'm going back to America with Tana and David."

I hitched, everything I had done had led to this moment and I hated myself for it.

"But we can try." I said. I pleaded.

"Harry you said it was over before it even started last time, and you think I would want to be out through that again?" She stated.

"I was worked up in the moment." I stated boldly.

"Harry, just let me go." She smiled through all the pain in her eyes. A tear shed down my face as she looked me in the eyes once more.

She looked me in the eyes, then down to my lips, then back up again. I looked at hers in awe. How beautiful she could be even in her worst moment. I held her waist as she pulled in.

She kissed me one last time before pulling back and leaning my forehead on hers before whispering, "Goodbye Harry."

I stand up and give a weak smile drying my tears before going back into the room for David and Tana, So Bianca can tell them she was going with him.

"What happened?" They all stated gathering round.

"I'll let her tell you." I said in disbelief at her words still.

I can't believe i've let her go. I still remember the day I saw her, she walked in with Cal at Jj's and everyone was stunned of them being related.

Then everything we went through, I wished it had worked out.

I scroll through instagram when I notice she had put a story on.

@biancaisaac

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biancaisaac GOOD IN GOODBYE OUT SOON!!

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selenagomez i can't wait for this!!!
↪️ biancaisaac i can't wait for you to hear!!!
user76 is it true your in hospital?
↪️user52 i think it is coz everyone is there
     ↪️tobjizzle she doesn't want her post to be filled with personal questions thanks
user98 she is in hospital guys, it's on celebs first
↪️user21 what does it say? 
     ↪️user04 that david and tana have flown over for it too
          ↪️daviddobrik we could be at the hospital for more plastic surgery for tana?!
               ↪️tanamongeau HAHAHHAHA SHUT UP

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It really does hurt, just knowing that she won't be around. Like everyone adores her so much and to think I was the reason she got pushed away hurts me too. I sat quietly on my phone before the door opened to reveal her.

"Hi." She spoke as everyone turned around trying to hug her, her eyes filled up with water as she tried to get the next thing out.

"So as you know this year has been one of the best and one of the worst, i've met so many amazing people for life and i'll carry you all to my grave with me." she spoke.

"I don't like how you referenced death in your speech." Simon stated as everyone fell silent hoping for the good news.

"however it's also been a time of heartbreak, one of the worst actually. Although it was one of the best relationships I had been in." She stated smiling at me, I knew what was coming but to see the hurt in everyone else's face almost made me feel twice as guilty as I already did. "So i'm going to move back to America with David and Tana purely based on the statistics that i can't move on if i'm still around him."

Them words did get me a little, Talia and Freya were distraught. Jj didn't even speak, he put his hood up and sat in the corner quietly. Simon and Josh were hurt but still comforting Talia and Freya. The rest were sad however not as much as Tobi was, you could tell it hurt him most. It was nice what such a bond they had made over these months.

However it was time for a new chapter, who knows? We might find our way back to one another.

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