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{ B I A N C A }
I woke up the next morning to shower before I had to head to the coroners with Cal. It was strange in a way to think we would be going, like we don't have a clue what to do or what? Cal is the type to blurt out a joke just because he feels awkward and I can't deal without coming across as heartless so this is a shit show.

I quickly posted another promotion onto my instagram before going over my song I had wrote for my dad.

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biancaisaac 2 days... how could you be so reckless with my heart????

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fan2 i actually cannot wait!!!!
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Once me and Cal got to the taxi as I told Dan to have the day off to catch up with Katie we began to plan my birthday.

"I want it extravagant, and blue." I stated.

"Yeah, I've got a place which is booked but we will go and see it after this if you want?" He asked.

"Yes!!!!" I answer.

"Only one thing." He started as I furrow my eyebrows. "Would you want Harry going?"

"Of course I want Harry going! I'm just scared Cal." I state wiping the tear that instantly fell.

It was weird, every time someone mentioned him I instantly think of the good things. The way he cheered me up when I was sad, the way he held me when I needed comfort and the way he would do something I wanted even if he didn't particularly want to.

Whenever anyone mentions him, I automatically go into a trance, which is quickly turned into reality when someone brings up his negatives.

"Of what? Little Boggo?" Cal stated.

"I still like him and I know I shouldn't but when I'm with him it's hard for me to hate him." I plead.

"So that's why you moved." He questioned.

"Yeah." I say looking down at my thumbs.

"Don't worry about it Bianca, he's been good this time round. I think he's waiting for you." Cal responds.

"You what?" I furrow my eyebrows.

"He's waiting for you. But you don't know that yet okay?" He smiled wrapping an arm round mine as we got out of the car to the funeral directors to visit the coroner.

Once we got in, I couldn't look Cal's way, as he couldn't me. We knew if one of us would look we would end up being disrespectful.

"Omg Cal look." I spoke out quietly.

"What?" He asked looking over as I pointed an open coffin.

"It's your youtube career." I smirked as he laughed.

"Noo fuck off." He laughed causing me to chuckle.

As we walked into where he lay I felt a cold rush through my body. He lay there, for once being silent and me and Cal subconsciously sighed. It was him. All these years what he had done to both Cal and I and we are still here on his death bed grieving.

"Yeah that's him." I stated as Cal shook his head laughing and the coroners chuckled. "What?"

"We know it's him you dipshit, he's telling us what caused it." He replied.

"Oh! I see." I smiled.

"So as you can tell your father is dead." The coroner spoke.

"What a way to say it?" I laugh along with Cal.

"So the conditions where stage 4 cancer, now this is where it gets a little techy. Now he only was diagnosed the stage 4 cancer a month or so back before then he had could have been cured however it's a lot of money and he didn't have it so that's why he unfortunately passed." He stated as my heart dropped.

This is what I was hoping not happen. That night when we sat down with him, he was ill. I sent him on his way as if he was nothing to me, my emotions getting the best of me.

"Is free healthcare not a thing now then?!" I say as my voice got a little louder.

"It is however medication has gone up a little due to things happening in the world at the moment." He replied.

"It's actually a mockery. Claim it's free healthcare but still have to pay? Where is the logic." I replied.

"I agree." One coroner popped there head through the door.

"Right Bianca we should get going." Cal said. "Thanks for letting us know what happened."

As we sat in the taxi on the way to the venue for my birthday I just broke down.

"Don't cry." Cal said holding me.

"I did this." I broke.

"What? No you didn't." He insisted.

"I did. He came to us that day and you had full intentions of helping him, I sent him on his way." I whined.

"No Bi. Stop with this, you sent him away because we needed to, he walked all over us our whole lives and treat us like we was a piece of shit, your not to blame he is." He stated holding me tightly.

"I love you Cal." I smile up at him.

"I love you Bi." He smiled back down as we got to the venue.

As we walked in it was more than I had imagined. He really thought about it. He also surprised me how well he picked it out in such a short time.

"Is this okay?" He asked as I just ran over to hug him.

"Thanks Cal." I spoke out before going to see everything.

"Obviously there will be cloths over the tables and chairs and everything." He replied.

"I was gunna say how are we going to smuggle the drinks in." I giggled.

"Don't worry, already thought about it." He smiled.

"Now all we need is to ask people, when are we doing it?" I asked.

"Saturday." He stated as I smiled.

"Thank you." I spoke.

"It's all good." He replied as we went back home.

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When we returned back to my place we both ended up on my bed with my notepad with a bunch of peoples names on it. Texting everyone on it to see if they would want to come.

"One sec Cal let me get this." I state.

"Hello?" I stated.

"Hi!" They answered. "You want us to come?"

"Of course I do! Are you kidding?" I giggled.

"I didn't think you would because of my brother, but i'll be there!!" They replied before we said our goodbyes and ended it.

Then we had continued to call most people in hope they was free for a party.
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