Bianca was a girl who blew up in America after running from home at 18 following what her older brother did 4 years before.
After it not working out in LA she moves to London, getting in touch with her brother to work things out like old times.
He...
{ B I A N C A } I woke up in my bed when I turn round to see Tana lay beside me. I quickly get up before splashing my face with water in my bathroom before heading to the kitchen for a drink.
Today was day two of my birthday weekend. However this was just a meal for close friends. So me, Katie, Dan, Talia, Freya, Tana, Tobi, Jj, David, Simon, Josh, Vik, Ethan, Cal, Freezy and Harry.
As I made a cup of coffee I opened the pc in the spare bedroom to carry on my song.
You did your best, or did you? Sometimes I think I hate you. I'm sorry, dad, for feelin' this. I can't believe I'm sayin' it, I know you were a troubled man, I know you never got the chance to be yourself. To be your best. I hope that Heaven's given you a second chance.
This song meant a lot to me. It was the first time that I would tell the world my story.
The story of my life.
Mine and Cal's hurtful life that now is gone. We are both doing the best for ourselves.
It was also the first song I was writing that wasn't about a guy who fucked me over but how my father did. How it was my father that caused me to pick the guys I did because I had only ever been in that environment.
However now I opened my eyes and it's all going so much better for me now.
I started the song when I found out he had died. Omg he plane here. However I hadn't sung it to Katie and the producers just yet. I wanted it to be perfect.
It was the song I planned singing at the Brits. However I had 3 outfits for it. Walking in, performance and then the awards. However, things may change closer to the time.
"I should really start getting ready." I thought to myself while putting on my playlist and starting to get ready.
Tana left for the airport with David while I was getting ready, it was a shame they couldn't stay however they belong in America and I can't stop them.
After I had gotten ready, I heard a knock on the door. I open it to reveal Cal.
"Hey, You ready?" He asked.
"I sure am." I state grabbing my keys on the side as we leave.
As we made our way to the meal we had, all I could think about was what Cal would think about the song.
"I have a song to show you Cal." I say.
"Really?" He smiled.
"Yeah but not even Katie has heard it yet." I replied.
"What's it about?" He furrows his eyebrows like he was intrigued.
"Dad." I look down at my thumbs as I hit them off each other.
"Really?" His confusion spoke.
"Erm. Yeah." I replied.
"I'm excited to hear it now." He gleamed before nudging me as we arrived at the place.
Now this weekend was great however my birthday wasn't until tomorrow. Which some people will say it's quite strange having the meal the day before, however I wanted to have a chilled birthday maybe watch a few movies and do all the cool stuff on the weekend.
In my head, I am correct.
We met Talia, Simon, Freya, Josh, Katie, Tobi, Jj and Dan outside the place before going in to take our table as the rest hadn't arrived yet.
"Who would have thought we would have been here before everyone." Jj laughed.
"I'm very shocked." I smiled back.
Before we knew it Vik and his girlfriend had shown, now my last encounter with Viks girlfriend wasn't great as I nearly lost my shit with her best friend however she was a lovely girl and when Vik asked if she could come, I wasn't going to say no because of Harry and that girl.
Because I had grown past it.
"Shall we start ordering they are taking the piss." Simon stated.
"Yeah." Katie agreed as we opened our menus. Now this meal was my treat, I just wanted us all to be together.
After ordering our food, Ethan and Freezy walk in. I furrow my eyebrows at them before sighing as I don't see Harry.
I knew it was too good to be true.
"Where's Harry?" Tobi asked from beside me.
"He's had to stay back up, got some things to deal with at the moment." Freezy replied.
I couldn't help but overthink the situation, I mean, what else was I going to do sit here and be happy he hasn't shown up.
My mind just kept going back to a place I had tried so hard to get out of.
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As our food came, even Ethan and Freezys, we began to took in.
"Hey, you okay? You've barely said a word since Freezy and Ethan walked in." Tobi whispered.
"Yeah, are you?" I fake a smile back to him.
"Bianca." He glared.
"He promised he'd be here." I sigh giving in.
"Don't judge too soon, he really is trying this time." Tobi reassured me.
"It's hard when all I can picture is him at his having a quick shah before he comes." I whisper to him as he gave me a smile.
"Bianca he has changed. He wants this as much as you." Tobi honestly spoke squeezing my knee with his hand as he reassured me again. "Plus Ethan and Freezy have said something came up."
"They have lied before for him." I say smiling.
"Bianca honestly, don't worry about it till you speak to him. Remember the last time he didn't speak to you about it. You became a mess." He smiled before eating his food.
"Thanks Tobes." I say.
"Anytime Bi." He replied.
As we had finished our meal and they had sung happy birthday to me I decided to post on my instagram before getting a message from Harry.
@biancaisaac
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biancaisaac i can assure you we are all the cake :)
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Harry
Hey, I'm sorry I couldn't make it tonight, Something came up
