Y/N POV
Jake leaned in and I didn't back away. Our lips touched. I quickly pulled back because I thought it was wrong to do this because I have James and I love him.
"Why Jake? You know I have a boyfriend,"I say surprised.
"I'm sorry. I just couldn't help it. You're so beautiful y/n. You didn't even back away,"he said.
"Jake. Please stop,"I say.
"Just don't tell James. This is just between you and me,"Jake said.
"Fine. Please take me home,"I say. James drove me home and when I got there, I knocked on the door. James opened it and I walked inside. I look at the clock. It's 12:00. Oh shit.
"You said you would be home by 10.It's 12,"he crossed his arms.
"Oh shit. James I'm so sorry. I forgot,"I say feeling really bad.
James just rolls his eyes. James leans in for a kiss but I pull away.
"No,"I say.
James gave me a confused look.
"No? I'm your boyfriend. I can kiss you,"he said hurt.
"James please just leave me alone. I didn't have a great day,"I say.
"Did Jake do anything?"he asked.
"No James. Just please stop. I'm tired. I'm going to bed. Night,"I say.
"Wait. Goodnight kiss?"he asked.
"I'm not in the mood James,"I say madly and I go upstairs into the bedroom.
You're probably wondering why I'm being so mean to James. When I kissed Jake, I felt the same spark I did when I kiss James. I'm just confused. I need to be honest and tell James about the kiss. I'm not lying to James. I'm not that kind of person. I try to go to bed but I couldn't. I heard a soft knock on the door so I just pretended that I fell asleep so I close my eyes. I hear footsteps coming towards the bed. Of course it's James. He lays down next to me and wraps his arms around me. He kissed my cheek and fell asleep.
I wake up and James isn't next to me.The weather today is very bad. There's a storm. I get up and I go into the kitchen downstairs. James was making breakfast. James was shirtless am had sweatpants on. I bite my lip. I wrap my arms around him from behind and he smiles and turns around.
"Morning baby. I'm making pancakes because I know you've been stressed out lately,"he smiles.
"Morning. Thank you James,"I smile.
"I love you,"he kisses my forehead.
"I love you too. I'm really sorry for getting mad at you yesterday. I wasn't in a good mood,"I say.
"No worries babe. It's ok. I understand,"James smiles.
"No it's not ok James. I feel really bad. I should of let you kiss me. You're my boyfriend. I should of been nicer. I'm very sorry,"I hug him.
"Babe please don't worry about it. It's ok. You just did have a good day and I understand that feeling. It's fine. Please stop,"he smiles and we kiss.
"How about I take you out tonight? Just you and me,"he smiles.
I nod.
"I love you so much,"he smiles.
"I love you too,"I smile.
We had breakfast and we were now walking into the bedroom, getting ready to cuddle and watch a movie on Netflix. We chose a random love and cheesy movie. We decided on The Notebook. We lay in bed an watch the movie.
"James,"I say putting the camera towards him. He smiles and I take the picture. I post it on Instagram. Caption: Netflix, my babe and cuddling. My favorite kinda day.
James smiled at me and took a picture of me and also posted it. Caption: Lazy days with my babe:) Love you
The movie was over soon and we shut off the tv. I look at James.
"Can we make a YouTube video together? I want to let the fans k ow that we're dating,"he smiles.
"Yup,"I say.
James sets up his camera and he takes the video.
"Hey guys! I know there has been a lot of drama in the fandom lately and I just wanted to clear things up a bit,"he says and he tells me to join him in the video.
"This is y/n. There's so many rumors and you guys wanted to know the truth. The truth is that I am dating y/n. She's an amazing girl and I really love her. She's beautiful and yeah. She makes me happy and I make her happy. So yeah that's really it. For my next video, I think it would be pretty cool to do an #ask(ship name). Send in your questions on Twitter with #ask(ship name) and we might just answer your question next week. See you later guys. I love you guys so much,"he smiles and gave me a kiss. He shut off the camera and edited the video and then posted it.
James and I spent about 3 hours taking a nap. It's 6:00 now and James wants to take me out for dinner. James and I go get dressed. I dress into a plain outfit. Dr Martens, leggings and a flannel. James wore jeans, a black tee and timberlands. James takes my hand and we walk to the car. He opens the door for me and gets in on the other side. James starts to drive. Tonight is gonna be the night I tell James that I kissed Jake. I need to tell him. I can't keep this as a secret. I'm really nervous. We got to the restaurant and we found seats. We ordered our food and talked a bit. The food came and we ate. I didn't tell James yet. I decided to tell him outside of the restaurant because if he wants to yell, it wouldn't be in front of people. We are our food and walked out. Oh my god. I stop James from walking.
"James,"I say.
"Yeah,"he says and stands in front of me.
"I have to tell you something. Please don't get mad,"I say scared.
"What is it? I won't get mad,"he says.
"When I was at Jakes house yesterday, we...,"I say too scared to finish my sentence.
"You guys what?"he asked curiously.
"We kissed,"is all I say.
James was shocked. He looked pissed.
"What?"he asked.
"We kissed...,"I said.
He shook his head.
"I can't believe you y/n. Why would you do that?"he said raising his voice.
"James I'm so sorry. He kissed me. I didn't want to but he kissed me. I'm sorry James,"I say sadly.
James didn't say anything. He looked so mad. We got into the car. It was silent the whole car ride. We got home and went inside. I ran upstairs into my bedroom and lay on my bed. I hate myself for kissing Jake. I didn't mean to. I think I cheated on James. You're probably wondering why I ran upstairs in my room. I did it to get away from James. I didn't want us to fight because we never yelled at each other before. I got dehydrated and I needed to get a drink. I needed to pass James though. I went downstairs. James was sitting on the couch watching tv. He looked at me. Oh god. I hope nothing happens.
