Y/N POV
I wake up with James' arms around me. I smiled. I love him. I turn around to face him. James was still asleep. I admire him for a few minutes. James slowly opened his eyes. He saw me and smiled.
"Want to make breakfast with me?"I ask.
"Yeah sure I'll be down in a few,"he said.
I get up and I go downstairs into the kitchen. I get all the ingredients out for making the pancakes. I go upstairs into the bedroom to see James sleeping. Looks like I'll be making breakfast by myself. I go back downstairs and make the pancakes. Soon, they were done. I went upstairs into the bedroom so see that James was still asleep. I walk over to him.
"Babe breakfast is ready,"I say.
James opens his eyes.
"You made it without me,"he pouts.
"You went back to sleep,"I laugh.
He got up and we went into the kitchen. We ate and then we went in the living room on the couch.
"James,"I say.
"Yeah,"he says.
"I'm sorry about yesterday. I can't stop thinking about it now. I knew you wanted to do it an I ruined it for you,"I said.
"Don't worry about it. I'd rather wait to do it with you when your happy than to do it with you when you aren't happy. It's okay. You didn't ruin it for me. Just tell me when you're ready,"he smiled.
"Thank you for understanding,"I say.
"No worries. I love you and I never want to hurt you,"he smiled.
"I love you too,"I smile.
"I'm taking you on a date tonight,"he smiled.
"That was kind of random,"I laugh.
"Yeah well I don't know. I just thought we should go on a date,"he smiled.
"Sounds good to me,"I smile and I lean in for a kiss.
I got a call. Jake was calling me. I went into the kitchen and answered it.
"Hello,"I say.
"Hey y/n. I was thinking...maybe we can hang tonight? I'm really bored,"he says.
"Um sure,"I say because I felt bad.
"Alright. Pick you up at 6?"he asks.
"Yeah,"I say and we hang up.
"James,"I tell from the kitchen.
James walks into the kitchen.
"What's up babe?"he asked.
"Jake just called...he wants to hang out tonight,"I say.
"Did you say yes?"he asked.
"I said yes. I'm sorry James. I felt bad,"I say.
"What about me? You don't feel bad for me? I offered to bring you on a date tonight and you said yes. I'm your boyfriend. I just wanted to spend the day with my girl but I can't even do that because this guy is always ruining everything,"he yells.
"James I have friends you know. I'm sorry that you're jealous,"I say.
"I'm not jealous! I feel ignored because you always spend time with him and not me. I'm your boyfriend and I deserve more attention,"he yells.
"You're jealous,"I say again making him mad.
"I'm not jealous. How would you feel if someone you loved left you alone and ignored you to go hang out with someone else? It fucking hurts,"he yells.
"I don't care James,"I say because I didn't know what else to say.
"Fine. I don't care either. I don't care about you or our relationship. We're over,"he yells.
I run upstairs in my room and I just cry. What happened? I'm such a bitch. He was right. I have been ignoring him. I just don't care anymore. We're done. We live in a house together because we moved in together a long time ago. I can't even leave! Whatever. I'm getting ready to go to Jakes house. It's time to move on. I got dressed and went downstairs when the doorbell rang. James was on the couch watching tv. I ignored him.
"I'm spending the night at Jakes house,"I tell him.
I open the door and went out to the car with Jake. We got into the car. He looked at me.
"Are you okay?"he asked.
"No,"I say.
"What's wrong?"he asks.
"James broke up with me. He thought I didn't give him enough attention,"I say trying not to cry.
"Don't worry about him. You should apologize to him tomorrow,"he says.
"I don't know. Let's just go,"I say.
"How about we go on a date,"he said.
"Jake. You're an amazing guy but I just broke up with James a few minutes ago. I still love him. Feelings for someone doesn't just go away. Can we just chill at your place?"I ask.
"Sure,"he said as he drove to his house.
Jake and I just talked. We really didn't do much. I fell asleep at his house on the couch.
