Y/N POV
The movie was over soon. I look at James and he looked at me. He smiled. I also smiled and he took my hand. We got up and and went upstairs in the bedroom. We sat on the edge of the bed. James held my hand and kissed it. James looked at me sweetly. He started to lean in and I did the same. Our lips touched. It turned out to be a make out session. It got really heated after a few minutes. James was on top of me and we were kissing. A few minutes later, James backed away. He looked into my eyes. He looked really nervous.
"Are you ready?"he asked quietly.
"I'm ready. I want you James,"I answer honestly.
"You sure?"he asked.
I look deep into his eyes and I nod.
"Alright. Please tell me when it starts to hurt or when you feel uncomfortable. I'll stop,"he said.
"Ok,"I say.
We sat there for a few seconds. We didn't know who was gonna make the first move.
"Maybe we can start by taking off our clothes?"he asks.
I nod and I take off my shirt and pants. I was left in my bra and underwear. James licks his lips. James came closer to me and took my bra and underwear off. He admired me for a few minutes.
"What do you think?"I ask.
"Wow. Can I um...you know,"he said nervously.
"Yeah,"I said.
James rubs me. Before I know it, he puts a finger in me and it hurts. I let out a moan. James saw that I liked it and he put in another finger. That went on for a few minutes. After that, I took James' shirt off. Holy shit. He must of saw me staring because he laughed. He layed down in the bed. I rub him through his jeans.
"Stop teasing,"he said.
I giggle. I unbutton his jeans and took them off slowly, teasing him. Once I finally took his jeans off, I rubbed him through his boxers. James let out a moan. I took his boxers off. I stare at him. Wow. He's huge. I'm really scared. I didn't really do anything. I sat there awkwardly.
"You can touch it you know,"he said.
"Um yeah I know. Sorry I'm just...,"I said.
"Impressed?"he asked.
"Yeah...that's the word I was looking for,"I say.
He laughed. I jerk him off slowly with my hand. Continued to jerk him off and suck him until he got hard. After that, James took my hand.
"Are you sure about this?"he asked.
"Yes. I'm ready James,"I say.
"Are you telling the truth?"he asks.
"Yes,"I say.
"Ok but please tell me if I'm hurting you,"he looks deeply into my eyes. I nod.
James slides inside of me slowly. I cry in pain. It hurt. James went deeper in me. I cried even more. It hurts so much. James looks into my eyes as he moved inside me. He presses his lips to mine to stop my crying. We broke the kiss. He went harder and faster. I moaned loudly. James moaned too.
"Are you gonna come?"he asks.
"Yes,"I say.
We both release at the same time. We were breathing heavily.
James put his boxers and some sweats on. I put on my underwear and one of James' tee shirts that was really big on me. We lay in bed and face each other. James smiled and I did too.
"You okay?"he asked.
"Yeah,"I smiled.
"I love you so much y/n,"he smiles.
"Love you too,"I smile.
James gave me a kiss and we both fell asleep in each other's arms.
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