Y/N POV
I woke up at 8:00 in the morning and James was still asleep. I get out of bed and I write a note. The note said:
Dear James
I love you so much. I'm sorry but I'm leaving. I'm not telling you where. I just think it's time for us to move on. I will forever love you. Please don't come looking for me. I love you. Bye James.
Love y/n
I pack up and I leave. I rent a hotel. I unpack. I hope James doesn't hate me for this. He isn't ready. I have to raise this baby on my own.
JAMES POV
I wake up and y/n isn't next to me. I get out of bed. I go into the kitchen and she is no where to be seen.
"Babe,"I yell.
"Babe,"I yell louder.
I saw a note on the kitchen table. I read it. What. She left? Why? Things were going great between us. I need to find her. I send her so many text messages.
Y/N POV
James sent me so many texts. He's really worried. I can't take this anymore. I texted him where I was. He said that he was in his way. He's gonna yell at me. I'm so scared. Why did I do this? 2 hours later, I heard a knock on my door. I opened it to see James. He looked pretty pissed off.
"Why did you leave? I was so worried,"he hugged me tightly. I cried into his neck.
We walk in the apartment and sat on the couch.
"Why did you leave?"he asked.
"James there's something I need to tell you,"I say.
"What is it?"he asked.
"I'm...I'm pregnant,"I say.
"You're...you're pregnant?"he asked.
"Yeah,"I say.
"Why didn't you tell me?"he asked sadly.
"Because you said that you weren't ready so I knew I had to raise this baby no matter what,"I said.
"Yeah but that doesn't mean that I never want one,"he said.
"I was afraid you would leave me,"I cry.
"I would never leave you. I'm here to stay. I'm not leaving. I'm gonna help you. We can do this. Together,"he said.
"I'm sorry for leaving James,"I hug him tightly as I cry.
"Don't worry about it babe. It's okay,"he said as he whipped my tears away. I smile.
"Let's get you packed up and let's go home,"he said.
I packed up and we left. The drive to the house was long but I didn't really care. I'm just tired. I didn't get any sleep last night. We got home soon and I unpacked. After I unpacked, I watched tv and sat on the couch. James walks into the living room from the kitchen. I smile when I see him. I can't believe I'm having a kid and James is going to be the father of him or her. James smiled at me and sat next to me on the couch. I shut off the tv. James took my hand in his. I looked at James.
"What are you thinking about?"I ask.
"Being a dad,"he said.
"What about it?"I ask.
"I don't know. Messing up. I want to be a good dad. I'm afraid of messing that up. I'm also scared of what might happen. What if we lose the baby? I'm just overthinking and I'm just so afraid,"he sighed.
"James. You will be an amazing dad. You have nothing to worry about. I love you,"I kiss his cheek.
"Thanks babe. Love you too,"he said and gave me a kiss.
"How about we go out for dinner tonight to celebrate?"he smiled.
I nod and I kiss his cheek. He pouted and pointed to his lips. I giggle and I kiss his lips. He smiled. I laugh and kiss him again. I love him.
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Hey guys! I went to South Carolina for a few days and I'm on my way home right now and it's gonna be a long car ride so I'm gonna update a few chapters!
- m
