Exchanged Rings | Jungkook

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It's been a month since Adrielle and her father moved to Australia. I am happy that she made the right decision for herself and for her family. Sehun and I dropped them to the airport and saw them one last time. I cried after that night.

But now, a month have already passed and I've already accepted the fact that she is already far away from me for good. After all, she is there with her family. Sometimes, we would call each other to ask how our days going. She said that she's been helping her mother with their business.

Lately, I've been so emotional. I always cry at night without any reason. I feel bad because Jungkook would wake up just to check on me, saying that he heard me cry and it made him worry. He only sleep for two to three hours yet I am waking him up with my cries at night.

There are times that I feel moody and irritated. Jungkook has been handling all of my mood swings. I don't want to be the reason of his stress. But, I really don't understand why I am acting like this. Is it because I miss Adrielle that much? Or I miss Jungkook that much? It could be both.

Maybe, I just really miss Jungkook that much that's why I am craving for his attention and care. Everything's fine with me before his busy days even started, but now, I feel really irritated that he is not here with me.

I don't want to be selfish. He love his job and it was there before I even came in his life. But lately, I've been feeling upset and I hate feeling it. I am guilty.

Now, I woke up really early. I felt sad again when I saw that the side of the bed is empty. I didn't saw him go again. It's not like it's the first time. I caressed my head because it was hurting, as well as my stomach. I feel sick.

I went downstairs. I got shock when I saw a built of a man, eating a piece of bread. His big doe eyes widened when he saw me.

"You did not go yet?" I quietly asked. My eyes secretly traveled his whole body. He is wearing a clean white polo shirt and partnered it with a denim jeans. He looks good, no, he really looks good in everything he wears.

He quickly went to me and pulled a chair for me. I sat on the chair and rest my head on the table.

"Good morning..." he said and kissed my forehead.

"No, I was still eating. I am about to go now. Are you okay? Why did you wake up so early? Do you need anything?" he asked in a soft voice while caressing my hair.

I shook my head.

"I am fine. How about you? You should eat more, a piece of bread won't make you full enough." I said in a weak voice.

I feel like crying. The corner of my eyes are filled with tears for unknown reason. AGAIN. I don't know what's happening with me.

"Are you sure, baby? You don't look fine to me. Do you want me to stay with you?" he asked and pulled a chair beside me. His elbow were placed on the table, while his other hand were at rest on the back of my chair.

I shook my head once again. "You'll be late for work. Eat your breakfast now, Jungkook-ah. I am fine, really."

I heard him sigh.

He didn't say anything. He stood up from his seat and went to the kitchen. After a moment, he went back to me.

"I told them to prepare food for you to eat. Here are the medicines if you feel sick. Eat your breakfast now. Don't go to work today and take a good rest, okay? I'll be back for lunch to check on you." he gave me a comforting smile.