The Broken Wolf ~1~ (Loki X Male)

chapter 10

you woke up feeling a little better but the heat was still there, you were tucked in bed which didn't really help your case at the moment. you remembered how you cradled tony in your death grip and how Loki hugged you before you slept, your face flushed at the memory.

you pushed the cover off you and threw your legs off it, about to get you were startled

"well looks like you're up" Loki appeared on your bed beside you "don't do thatTtTtTttTTttTt....you scared me" you said smacking his arm to which he chuckled "well good morning to you too" he said chuckling more "good morning" you grumbled and finally got up

you couldn't get far as you sway on your feet to the rush of dizziness that hit you, thankfully Loki held your arms gently, helping you stand straight

"I was going to ask how you were, but guessing I think not any better" 

"yeah not really, but not bad either--wait how long was I asleep?" a confused expression settling on your face "well you slept the entire day and night" you stared at him shocked cause you sure as hell don't remember the last time you've slept this long 

"well you did look sleep-deprived so you slept longer than usual, and not to mention your going through moon fever, it just made things worst, so now get ready you need food" he stated, leaving you no room to argue which left you no choice but to get ready, starting with a shower 

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after 30 minutes of a good cold shower, you came out and wore your cozy clothes. as always a long hoodie and a pair of trousers, no one knew and you surely wanted to keep it that way. 

whenever you sat on the helipad you always had a small blade you found in the tower. you've been using that a lot especially when you're frustrated, that was the only thing that's been helping you cope with your feelings and the demons in your head. the self-hatred killing you in a slow and painful way

you walked out to see Loki standing at your door "soooo are we friends now?" you asked him while walking to the elevator to which he gave a playful confused face "hmm I guess we are little omega" he said with a grin but before you could press for the lift he grabbed your wrist softly making you face him and thank god you didn't wince, his grip wasn't hard but you had fresh ones "your not a monster darling. remember that" voice as sot as honey making you melt in an instant

a faint blush spread onto your cheeks at the nickname but nodded your head "your not as well" voice so quite, adorable he thought, if he thought he'd never go softer then he already was for you? he was terribly wrong

once he let go of your wrist you pressed for the elevator and it took you both to the living room "where's everyone?" you were confused, normally everyone would have been down here by now 

"well they did say they were going on a mission yesterday, and they haven't gotten back yet" worry rosed in your chest, worried if they were ok and Loki sensed that "don't worry your pretty little head omega. they will be fine, they're normally gone for a few days" you just nodded your head and pushed all of the unwanted thoughts aside

you turned and glared at him, "am not pretty" you mumbled out grumpily 

he smirked "what was that?" you just huffed and stuck your lip out in a pout and walked away to the kitchen

Loki went and sat on one of the stools opposite you while you made some coffee for the both of you "here" you said placing a cup of coffee in front of him "what's that?" he asked with a look of disgust on his face, you snickered "that, is coffee. try it" 

he still didn't like food from here but he still took a small sip....for you but of course, he won't say that out loud 

"soooo?" you asked waiting for his reaction to which he just nodded his head "hm, Midgardian drinks are not that bad" he hummed out his approval "soo that means you like it?" the hope in your eyes almost made him have butterflies