chapter 6

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you woke up to a song blasting in your ear that made you jump out of bed. landing with a thud on the floor you groaned as you got up while cursing. you were actually wearing the headphones tony had gotten you along with the phone, so it just hurt your sensitive ears. you took them off and looked at the time, it was almost lunchtime so you decided to head back down and see what everyone is doing.

once you stepped out of the elevator you saw nat in the kitchen today cooking something "hey" "oh hey ash, looks like you had a good nap~" she said in a teasing tone and your ears turned red a little "y-yeah I did, can I help you" you asked sweetly "hmm maybe you could help me set the plates on the table" nat told you with a smile so you proceeded to grab some plates and arrange them on the table and at the same time you were done nat finished cooking

"what's that?" you asked innocently while looking at the food nat had made "that is pasta, it's not that bad so I'm sure you'll like it" she said as she placed the jug full of lemon juice on the table

"Looks delicious. where's everyone?" you glanced around the room to see the place empty

"probably doing the usual, steve might be training the twins, tony, and bruce in the lab as always, bucky.......I don't know where he is and clint is probably in the vents. and their gonna be here in 3.........2......................1" as soon as nat said one everyone was coming through the stairs and the elevator, you immediately started giggling to which nat chuckled.

"why? What's so funny?" tony immediately asked as soon as he saw you giggling "n-nothing" you replied but still giggling a little "what did you tell him nat?" steve asked but she just turned to you and wink while mouthing what steve said and you immediately burst into a fit of laughter. the team just shook their head and smiled at both of your silliness. "so, what's for lunch?" clint asked as he sat on one of the stools, and by then you had already calmed down "pasta" nat said as she sat down beside you to eat as well

everyone sat around the table and started devouring the food. halfway in bruce started a question "so Ashton...can you transform into a wolf on command?" you thought for a minute before answering "I haven't actually done that, few months after being locked up there I started to feel my wolf but once hydra knew, as always they somehow made her come on their command and forced me to change, t-they uhmm" you paused for a minute to try and stop your tears from coming, nat placed a comforting hand around your shoulder. you took a deep breath and decided to tell them

"t-they made me kill. I was still conscious but not in control....my wolf was fully out plus he was under their control...i-i dint mean to..." you whispered the last part, fear that they will hate cause of the monster you were "your not a monster" wanda told you softly "but I killed innocent people...I watched as I kill a child! a mother!... I had to kill a whole innocent family once as training..." you were angry at yourself that you let that happen "we all killed someone in our life ash before we became who we are today, but you didn't do it on purpose plus you weren't in control. so it was not your fault....alright?" steve told you to which you nodded your head slightly and sighed while nat gave you a squeeze around your shoulder trying to comfort you "I was also under hydra. you know that right?" bucky asked, glancing up at you

you nodded your head "yeah, said you betrayed them and I shouldn't be like you" at your mumbling his eyes turned soft "but I knew they were wrong, hate them"

"I'll certainly agree with you on that" sam huffed out as he stuffed pasta into his mouth, you chuckled at that and continued to eat in silence until tony broke it

"guys we got a tiny little problem.." tony said looking up from his phone so everyone turned to look at him including you "and what problem is that?" bruce asked, suspicious as to why tony said it like that cause when he means tiny it actually means huge, tony sighed "point break uhh.....wants to bring reindeer games here" everyone stopped what they were doing and in a snap, it became chaos as everyone started arguing. 

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