chapter 26

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Stella pov
I woke up to the sun shining it's nice that god plants the sun right when you need it because it my depression and how it goes off in on right now it's feels like it on overdrive I know Dakota be here shortly to take me to my parents and that hurts me more I thought about what Dakota said about my family and me but it hurts how I will never have a say so everybody always act like there better then me and everybody just always look at me like I'm nothing, just a slap of meat thrown around, haven't I been punished enough with what happen to me when I was younger then to have a family want you but don't, it was someone that they could wrap of a person to destroy, as I'm gotten older I have seen it they way they would do this and do that for me but then they would talk down to me, I mean look about how I feel I did and will still do alot for them but it never be enough and I would just for once in life that I be deserved be able to look at someone and know I be there for just like I would for them and it stay that way but of course I'm not normal but people see that and I just be the laughing stock and eventually people will use me, I always try not to think about it because his word says truer then whoever wanted to think of me but sometimes you can help let the negative thought come to your mind to pick and poke to haunt you where you wonder why I'm even here in the first place everyone has a purpose and I know everyday I wake up and go to sleep help me get more and more to my purpose but the thought how I feel in my heart hurts me everyday and no one understands no one knows what it's like for me cause there not me and sometimes I like them to be for once to see what I do though so maybe I won't be look at as I piece of garbage, I look at the time again since I woke up and seen it is almost 11 I have been laying with my evil mind for an hour and a half u decided to finally get up and get cleaned up I don't know what to do I don't have any clothes and I've been here with the same clothes and it trying me crazy sometimes guys are stupid they take me put me in this room they gave me food and at least a bathroom but didn't think about I needed clothes or  stuff to clean myself up and they would think since today they want me back in my family care they would give me stuff where I don't look like an old homeless hag I came out of the bathroom feeling more down because I'm dirty and tired of being shut  up in here so yeah that why men are stupid there are dirty and mean and only care about there wants and needs why hey look at us females like where property and not humans that suffer way more then them that  cry over cutting a piece of paper, I hear clicks unlocking from the door and look up to find Austin saying oh good you up, Dakota be here in a hour to take you to your parents I said oh wonderful but he like to speak to you before you leave I great will can you tell him to get here sooner because I'm about to lose it so please tell him he ok sure, he asked are you hungry. No not really, he said you sure you haven't ate since 6 last night I don't care I'm not hungry I told him, he looked at me with his hands up sorry just being nice, the only way you can be nice is to get Dakota here asap got it, ok well I go out and call him and when I come back you can put on the biggest smile you got ok bye, he walked out and made sure the door locked and walked off to who knows where I wonder what happens now when I go home I tried to leave now and see where gotten me I probably doomed like this forever, I turned on the tv to keep my mind at ease it currently on a show called ravens home, it been about thirty to forty since since Austin left to give the news to Dakota this make me so mad no one hear listens to me, but it's normal no one ever does, after two played the door clicked open to Austin and Dakota, I said finally I mean you want to talk but would like a shower and clean clothes since I been in these for three days, do you have respect for people especially your friend I mean come on you not wanting my parents to see how you taking of me do you, make me look like a homeless hobo, you guys need an eye opener to people. I looked at them to them laughing "I said what so  funny"? They said you how you making fun of yourself, are you serious I'm making fun of myself seriously I know what I look like right and the smell is better either so I suggest if you want this conversation between me and you to happen I want clean clothes and product to clean myself please, or I just won't go and you can go explain to my good old family that you had no consideration for there daughter that you have kept locked and little room with washing or clean clothes then get to movin, Dakota looks at me with just a smile, then he looked at Austin gave him twenty bucks go down to the store and get her a outfit and some cleaning products "you should know what that right"? On it Dakota see you in a few, Dakota said it gonna be a few minutes for him to get back with what you need to take a shower so I'm gonna tell you something before we go and it to stay between me and you I said ok what is it? He said I found the friend you where staying with, I said oh you did, yeah he apparently really likes you but there is some information that know that why you have to go back, I said ok what is it? Your parents put in a thing when they adopted you that you be incompetent even in your adult years, the judge granted til 25 that be how long they have you living them to let them know you still need work of surviving on your own, I said that pretty low but I already figured something was up with them, and you making go back there? He said I'm sorry but yes you have to wanted your 25 I can personally take you to the court house to back you up that you can be your own, I said really why? Because you my friend and when I see your friend he looked terrible cause you not with him, so I'm gonna make this deal with and I did with him and he agreed, what was the deal? I being you back to your parents until you twenty five like how it's documented I get them to trust us together act like a couple since like me and found you to you back and on the twenty fifth birthday after what ever you do with you family I take you to that court house and you say you good to be on own, and I take you to Daniel to live forever. I said thank you for doing that but how will we know if they try to go the court house to demand longer, I'm not sure yet but I'm sure the boys could help out with that, that sound good thank you.
But keep this between us got it yes absolutely, then Austin finally walked through the door with my stuff to head back to my parents for another three years, I pray that Daniel will wait and I pray that everything works out of what he wants my life to be.   

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