Untrustworthy

Toxic

After speaking to Adrian for a couple days, I started to catch feelings for him.

He was saying how he wasn't toxic anymore. That he started to become mature.

I don't know.

Should I give him a chance? Maybe.

We facetimed, and he was hot as hell.

I start falling for him more and more, not realizing that he hurt me before.

What do I do.

~~ A few days later ~~

Adrian calls me.

We start talking about people I would date again, people who were my ex's.

" I would date you again." I admitted.

" Same here. I missed like crazy, even though I hurt you. I'm sorry about that, once again. " He admitted as well.

" It's okay, I forgave you a while back."

" Ella I'm going to be honest, I called you to tell you that I like you."

I've never felt so shocked in my life.

See, I liked him as well but I was scared.

" I like you too. " I giggled, admitting not realizing that I just said that.

" Really? We've been talking for a while now. Want to be my girlfriend?"

Well, he's bold. Nothing new of course.

" Sure love. Very bold of you to ask on call."

" Very bold in person as well", he said. I can tell he was smirking on the other side of the screen.

" Show me." I suddenly said.

" Bet. Anyways, I got work, want to call later tonight?"

" For sure my love. Bye"

I hung up.

What did I just do.

Things between me and Adrian start off great. First month down, but I feel like it's going to end soon.

I was right.

We started arguing almost everyday, about the littlest things ever.

He hasn't left though so that's good.

He's more immature though then I thought.

I got mad, like furious about something serious and he laughs at me like i'm a joke.

I swear I could've left his ass like nothing but I didn't.

It's been a month and a half, and we are always arguing. Nothing is changing.

I meet him up after school, and he gets mad at me for no reason and hits me.

It's not the first time I've been hit, now I realize that this relationship is probably going to go downhill.

I go home, and he texts me a sorry letter saying that he just got mad and didn't mean to hit me.

Yeah right. I have a bruise on my stomach from his punch.

I tell him it's fine.

It's not fine, he knows I've been abused before and he does this to me.

A couple days later, he gets mad again and starts cursing me out and saying that I'm a nobody.

He asks to meet to apologize in person.

I said okay if course but it didn't go as planned.

I tried to ask him why he would say such things and he wouldn't answer, so I asked and asked and he got mad again.

This time he grabbed my wrist and slapped me.

My wrist became bruised and there was a hand mark on my face.

It burned. I've forgotten how painful it was to get abused.

" I'm sorry baby. I didn't mean to." He said, not really feeling sorry.

" I'm leaving, it's fine."

He grabbed my wrist, and threatened me.

" If you tell anyone, i'll expose you with your body to the whole instagram."

I start crying, bawling.

He laughs and says " Understand?"

" Yes."

He let go, and I ran. He didn't go after me and let me go.

I actually fell for him, yet he let me fall so he can hurt me.

I can't leave.

I'm scared.

—————————————-

Enjoy, Chapter 10 coming out later tonight so stay tuned.

What do you think Ella should do?