teddy bear

tiger

Tuesday March 17, 2015
6:15 AM

My Lovely Liv,

tiger Tuesday!!1!1!1!!
I would like to thank you. Writing you a letter is the only thing I look forward to every day. Picking out an animal, imagining your reaction, seeing your reaction.
I'll be honest with you. you've opened my eyes to all of the sadness and despair this world contains. I understand how it seeps into people without them realizing it, until it's too late. I can now relate to how you feel, and it only makes me want to fix you more.
Not fix you like a broken toy, fix you like a broken heart. Your heart as been broken. not by a boy but by the world. you saw the sadness within the world, and it winded its way into your heart. and it stayed there, dividing your heart in two until it broke.
But I believe I am helping you, I hope I am helping you. because fixing you will fix me too.
because I love you, and if your heart is broken then so is mine.

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That letter is so depressing, but I wrote how I feel. I told her what I wanted her to know. I needed to tell her.
By helping her I'm helping myself.
I told myself. But I wasn't sure if it was true. I left for school before i finished watching her read the letter. I didn't want to see her reaction. I didn't want to see her realize that the person that's trying to fix her needs fixing himself.

I been busy busy busy so I didn't update but now I'm on spring break so unless I get super lazy I should be able to update a lot and something exciting is actually going to happen soon so yay