My first love, was my bully (5sos fanfic)

TWENTY-THREE

The look on her face said it all. She was really shocked at my words. She probably thinks that most guys want to be with a girl because of their body. That's not how it works for me though. Ana has a beautiful body yes, but I'm not with her because of it. Her brain, how smart she is, how she put up with all of my shit last year and forgave me, that is what I love about her. I do love her, I can realize that now. I'm too afraid to tell her afraid she doesn't feel the same. When I tell her I want it to be something she remembers and I want it to be special.

  Her checks became pink. I smiled at her and grabbed her hand. There was a big smile on her face as I pulled her gently to the bed. She layed next to me with her back to my front, my arm wrapped around her waist firmly and our bodies pressed against each other. I felt her relax in my arms and I smiled to myself.

"You have very nice black underwear by the way Ana." I whispered to her.

She flipped around fast. Her face beat red and anger hinted in her eyes. Even in the dark I could tell she was a little mad at me.

"What?!"

"Just thought I should let you know."

"Let me know? What else did you see?!"

"How cute you are when you're mad at me."

She rolled her eyes. "While I was changing you dingledwarf."

"Oh just that and the matching bra. I swear once you started to take it off though I looked away. I would never invade that much in your privacy."

She seemed to calm down after that. Her body relaxed in my arms and she snuggled into my chest. I held her tight and kissed the top of her head. I had almost forgot that it was Friday tomorrow. Which meant the guys were coming.

"Hey Ana?"

"Mmmhmm."

"You remember that the guys are coming tomorrow right?"

"Mmhmm."

"Okay, goodnight Ana."

"Night Luke."

I fell asleep minutes later. When I woke up I was laying on my back and Ana had her head on my stomach. She was still sleep. Although we had school and needed to get up I didn't want to wake her. She was always so peaceful and beautiful as she slept. Waking her up made me feel bad, like I was interrupting something peaceful. As slowly and as gently as I could I lifted her head and got up off the bed placing her head on the bed softly. I jumped in the shower and when I came out she was facing the ceiling with her eyes open.

"Goodmoring sleepyhead."

She sat up and looked at me. I didn't have my shirt on which must have been a sight for her to see when she first woke up.

"Yes I'm gorgeous, I know. No need to stare Ana."

She shook her head and looked up at my face. Her cheeks were pink. She is always so cute when she's embarrassed. She got up slowly and stretched. Then she walked over to me, lifted herself on her toes and pecked my lips. Then she slipped passed me and went into the bathroom. She has done that three mornings in a row. The first day drove me crazy and I had to walk out of the room quickly and splash my face with cold water. When she did it yesterday I had to restrain myself. Now that she did it today, I wanted nothing but to follow her into the bathroom and kiss her until we were both breathless.

  I sat on my bed and waited for her to come out of the bathroom. When she did, she stopped dead in her tracks. Her eyes were wide, she had on only a towel. When she takes a shower I normally leave so she has my room all to herself. Today though I was on a mission. I got up from the bed and walked towards her. She took a few steps back until she hit the doorframe.

"What's up Luke?"

"Nothing. Just need to do something."

"What might that be."

I was a few inches from her face at this point and her voice had shrunk to a breathy whisper.

"This."

I kissed her. Her lips so soft and so perfect on mine. I moved my hands so that they grabbed her waist and I pulled her against me. Her arms went around my neck. The fact that she was only in a towel didn't bother me. It obviously didn't bother her. Soon we were both breathless. I pulled away and pressed my forehead against hers.

"What was that for?"

"For the fact that I wanted to."

"Selfish much Luke?"

"You have no idea."

With that I kissed her again, hard and wanting more. I wanted to pick her up but with her towel on it was likely that it was to fall off. Not wanted to go that far I pulled away and walked out of the room.

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A/N:
I'm going to try to update once a week. If I don't then its most likely that I have writers block. Please try to enjoy this. Sorry if its short, its hard to tell how long they are on my phone. :)