My first love, was my bully (5sos fanfic)

TWENTY-SEVEN

After a few hours of just laying there on the cliff looking at the stars we headed back to Luke's house. It was strange still going into his house, with only the two of us in it. I was comfortable with him though, I never felt so comfortable with someone before. I'm glad I can be comfortable with him.

I'm kind of upset that I will be going home tomorrow. I've gotten so used to being here with Luke. I know I see him everyday at school, but the extra time with him out of school is nice. I'm not sure how well I'll sleep at night either, I'm so used to sleeping next to Luke. I'm sure Luke would find it hard too.

"It will be."

"What will be?"

"It will be hard not having you sleep next to me."

"Did you read my thoughts or something."

"Yes! I am a mind reader and I never told you. You have some very interesting thoughts up there Ana."

I laugh at him, he chuckled and has a huge smile on his lips.

"You were thinking out loud."

"I hate when I do that."

It's not very often that I think out loud but when I do it's the most embarrassing thing. One time I was thinking about marrying a T.V. character and my mom thought I was crazy. I hate it mostly because I don't realize I'm doing it.

"You're still cute."

"That's to you Mr. Hemmings."

"Hmmm...I think I like the sound of that. Mr. Hemmings. Yeah that has a nice ring to it."

"You sir, are strange."

"That's even better. Sir Hemmings. Yup that's my new name."

I shake my head and smile as we walk into his house. Luke, stops at the door to turn on the alarm. He's very consistent with turning that thing on. I doubt anyone would steal anything from him.

"Why do you turn that on every night?"

"I don't want anything to happen to you. I want to make sure that when you're around me you are as safe as possible."

I blush and look down at my feet. They suddenly have become interesting to me. I felt him wrap an arm around my waist and his hand rest gently on cheek. I look up at him from under my eyelashes. His eyes are so blue and his smile is as always beautiful.

"It's nothing to feel embarrassed about Ana. I just don't want anything bad to happen to you."

"I wouldn't think anything bad could happen to me when I'm around you."

"Nothing would because I wouldn't let it happen."

"Yet you still have yet to enlighten me on the things I don't see."

"Do you really want me to get into this right now?"

"Yup."

"Okay. You're funny,"

"I am not!"

"Yes you are. Now if you want me to continue I suggest you don't interrupt me."

"Bossy tonight are we?"

"I could be more than bossy Liana."

I could tell he meant what he said, he rarely ever uses my full name. I smile but kept my mouth shut. I nodded for him to continue, grabbed his hand and started walking towards his room.

"You're funny, smart, playful, insecure at times,"

I blush because it's true. I knew that it was. There are many times when I feel so insecure that I just want the earth to swallow me. Then he says something and I forget all about it.

"You can take a joke, you don't act like a girl all the time. You're forgiving, you're loveable. You're beautiful, inside and out."

His voice had gone soft as we walked slowly into his room.

"You're so gorgeous even when you think you're not. You are so easy to fall for but you don't realize it."

I let go of his hand and turn to face him. The look in his eyes tells me that every word he says he means. There is a look on his face that says something else. Something more along the lines of I want this. Whatever it is, I believe he would get it.

"Another thing I don't think you realize is that, I've fallen for you. Fast and all too hard. If anything were to happen to you while you were with me Liana, I don't think I could ever forgive myself."

His arms wraps around my waist and he pulls me towards his chest. I could feel his heart beating fast. He rests his forehead against mine. I close my eyes, breathing in his scent.

"Another thing I don't think you realize is that every time I'm near you, I can't help but want to touch you. To hold your hand, hold you close. Sometimes I just can't help but want to kiss you. I don't let my self control go though. If I did, this is not where we would be right now."

"Where would we be then Luke?"

"I don't think you would like to know."

I smile, not because dirty thoughts entered my thoughts, but because he cares enough to think before he speaks. That's something most guys don't have, self control.

"One thing I can say you missed on that list is that you, Sir Hemmings, don't realize that I love you."

I open my eyes to see his reaction. He is already looking at me. His eyes show shock and surprise.

"I wanted to tell you that first."

"I beat you to it."

"That you did Ana."

"I love you Luke."

"Those words sound so right coming out of your mouth. God I love you Ana."

With that he kisses me. His kiss is soft but wanting. I kiss him back wrapping my arms around his neck. His arms tighten around me and my front is pressed against his. He bites my bottom lip and I make a sound that I've never heard come out of me before. This noise seems to encourage Luke and he bites again. He breaks the kiss, but I don't want him to.

"This is where my self control comes in."

"Why?"

"The noises you make Ana, just..."

Luke's POV

I didn't know how to say this to her without her thinking I was some kind of hormone driven guy. I would never want to be classified with those kinds of guys.

"Luke, I'm sure I know what you're saying. Right now I don't really care. Let it go for now."

"Liana if I do, I don't know if I would stop."

"You would if I asked you to. I know you would. I trust you Luke."

You didn't have to tell me twice. I pressed my lips to hers. My hands drifted downwards. I placed them on her hips and pulled her closer to me, if that was possible. The kiss became more urgent and wanting. She told me to let it go for now and that's exactly what I'm doing.

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A/N:

I wanted to write today. I had the strong need to write. So this is how I used my creativity today. There will most likely be another one soon. mostly because I know people will want to know what's happening. I know just how much readers hate cliff hangers so I try not to write them so much. Please enjoy this one though. VOTE! COMMENT! Do whatever you wish. :)