ALL OUT OF LOVE

Chapter 2

Engagement

Ilang araw pag katapos kong
makilala si Caspian ay ibinida kona to ng ibinida sa mga kaibigan ko. apparently they knew about him ako lang ata ang hindi not until now. they expressed how jealous they was because meeting him in person was every girls dream

"Edi being grounded was a good thing pala" wika ni Edilyn

napataas ako ng kilay pero agad ko din namang nakuha ang point nya pero pinaliwanag nya padin

"kasi kung di ka grounded you and your fuck boy will still be together and siguro baka sa time na pumunta sila sa  inyo ay wala ka naman sa bahay nyo kundi na kila Piolo"

I nodded. kung ayos pa kami ni Piolo ngayon ay ipag tatanggol kong di sya fuck boy but we are not okay. nitong nakalipas na araw ay di nya ako halos tantanan, paulit ulit. i hate that i have to make him understand something so bad when in the first place ay dapat alam na nya! we used to be friends! he saw me hang out with this boys and leave them anytime i want to kaya bat sya biglang naging clingy? When he already know my ways? did i failed to remind him everytime that im not into serious relationship?

i really dont understand

"Razeenah mag usap naman tayo, oh. sabi ko naman sayo diko na yun uulitin nadala lang ako sa galit pero di na mauulit-"

padabog kong sinanggi ang kamay nyang nakahawak sa braso ko. sinamaan ko sya ng tingin

"Puwede ba tantanan mo na ako. don't you get it? im sick of you!"

kung alam ko lang na magiging ganito sya ay sana diko nalang sya pinatulan

"nakahanap kanaba agad ng bago? Sino?" he asked so desperately. and his touch is starting to hate me, he is getting so close that i can feel his sweat and breath

napangiwi ako sa iritasyon

"oo meron na! kaya tantanan mo na ako pwede? dahil unang una palang alam mo na lahat ng ayaw ko pero ginawa mo padin! you already know that me and my father have this shitty relationship tapos pinalala mo pa!"

halos isampal ko sakanya yon. i really dont understand him! inawang nya ang kanyang labi, his eyes are so red now..i rolled my eyes, i am so tired of him

"sino? sinong pumalit sakin"

tinitigan ko lang sya. he wouldn't see Caspian right? kilala nya man ito o hindi ay hindi nya ito makakanti dahil wala naman ang tao dito. di nya naman siguro lilibutin ang buong mundo para mahanap sya?

"Caspian" i answered confidently. taas noo at diretsong nakatingin sakanya

no one will even think that's it's a lie. pinaniwalaan nya yon, he walked out clenching his palm and jaw. i smirked

Finally. iyon lang pala ang magiging sagot sa problema kong to!

Lia invited me that night to have sleep over sakanila at syempre sino ba ako para tanggihan sya? i know that they are living at Caspian's temporarily. surprisingly Daddy didn't even ask anything nung mag paalam akong makikitulog kila Tita Pia

I don't know. maybe is that because Tita Pia and Tito Gio is his friends.

"Niyaya ako ni Lia Dad mag sleep over sakanila, Can i?"

saglit na umangat ang mata nya sakin mula sa mga papel na pinag aaralan naman nya ngayon. i shivered. diko alam kung dahil iyon sa kanya o sa malamig nyang opisina

this is the first time of me talking to him after that fight..it feels awkward. but normal at the same time.

humugot sya ng malalim na hininga. akala ko ay hihindi sya pero kabaliktaran ang isinagot nya