Transfer {MHA}

Bottle {Trigger Warning}

TW: Depression, Suicidal Actions, Katsuki being a little harsh ish, electrocution(?)

I wiped the tears from my face, pull out the drawer next to my bed. I stared into it for quite a while before picking up a bottle. I chuckled a bit.

You're a hypocrite, you preach all this shit to Bakugo and Momo about being better when you're the one that let her in. None of this shit would've happened if you would have listened to Shinso and told Mr. Aizawa or All Might. All Might loosing everything is because you trusted a villain. Not 1 but 2, you thought Dabi could have possibly been a new friend, how stupid could you be? What the fuck is wrong with you? Haven't you learned by now that you can't trust anyone. They all just leave when it gets hard, even Katsuki, who you fought to protect. And what does he do? Ignore you and make you feel like you're not important. But that's not to different from how everyone treats you, is it?

I wiped more tears away before turning the open bottle upside down in my mouth. I grabbed my glass of water and downed it before sitting down on the seal of the window.

I stared out at the trees in the distance, the school was pretty dark. I watched meaningless tears drop into my lap and leaned out the window. My head started getting foggy and smiled, the pills were kicking in. I looked back in the mirror for a moment, seeing the bauched job I had done cutting my hair. There was some yelling downstairs and the sound of something glass breaking.

"I don't have time to explain! Get the fuck outta my way!"

"Get the fuck outta here! It's 2 in the fucking morning."

"Something's wrong! She's going to do something dangerous! Her mind isn't right!!"

There were loud footsteps headed in my direction.

"Hey Doll, open the door please." Izuku knocked on the door.

I cracked a smile. "You're too late for me."

"Open this fucking door before I blow it up!" Katsuki shouted.

"Princess, please just come out. We just want to make sure you're alright." Hitoshi spoke softly.

"I'm not doing this anymore! I'm the reason everything happened! I told the League of Villains everything they needed, they kidnapped Katsuki and I. My dad is gone. It's because of me that All Might lost everythin..." My body moved on its own, falling back in the window onto the floor.

There were a few small explosions before the door fell and Izuku fell to the floor next to me. "Doll, what did you do?"

Katsuki rushed in, kicking the empty bottle on the floor. "Roxanne! What the hell do you think you're doing?! You think you're taking the easy way out?!"

"Kaachan, she's dying!" Izuku cried.

"Kaminari! Get a bucket and get your ass up here!" Katsuki shouted, pulling a pillow off my bed. He placed the pillow underneath my head. "Was it just the one bottle?"

Hitoshi picked up the empty bottle. "It looks like it was the only one, we need to get her to a hospital."

Denki stumbled in the door. "Woah, what happened to my Lightning Bug?!"

"Hey Fuck Rag! I need you to calm down and come over here! I'm going to sit her up and I need you to shock her stomach with 5-6 milliamps, can you manage that dipshit?!" As Katsuki lifted me up I could feel him shaking. "I'm sorry dumbass."

Denki sat the bucket down next to me and placed his hands on my stomach. "Don't try this at home kids."

I screamed out in pain, then turned and threw up into the bucket. I spit and gritted my teeth before turning and slapping Katsuki in the face. "Fuck you for listening!"

"Fuck you! I just saved you! And if you actually wanted to die you could've jumped out the fucking window! How long were you just sitting there?! When you could've just come down stairs and talked with someone?! You fucking idi..."

I fell forward into Katsuki. "I'm sorry."