Colors // Jisungcentric

How?

"M-Mum what happened? ", The boy asks his mother, frightened. His mother stands in the kitchen and looks at the body lying on the floor.
"J-Jisung go to your room. I'll take care of your dad, go to your room now."

But Jisung doesn't want to go. He can't go now when his father is lying motionless on the floor and his mother is holding the phone with affronted hands and her face is soaked with tears.

"I-I can hel-" he wanted to say, but then his mother looks at him so angrily that Jisung has never seen it. He is getting scared.

"GO! RIGHT NOW!" His mother yells at him. Jisung stumples back. He has never seen his mother so angry. Jisung got tears and immediately runs into his room. But he stands at the door and listens.

Meanwhile the mother called an ambulance and less than 5 minutes later they were there. With the police. The policemen go to the woman and try to calm her down while the paramedics take care of the father.
They load him on a stretcher and take him to the ambulance. Then they drive off, but a paramedic stays behind to explain the situation to the mother.

"Miss your husband had a severe stroke. His heart did not beat for a few seconds, but we were able to resolve that, but he is currently still in critical condition. He probably has internal bleeding in his head from the impact with his head, but the doctor will be able to tell you more about that."

Then the paramedics disappear with the policemen and as soon as they close the front door behind them, the mother sinks to the floor and weeps bitterly. Jisung, who has listened to everything, runs into his mother's arms and cries even harder.
"Ssh ... baby it'll be fine. We can do it. Your dad can do it"; she tries to calm her son down.

"Jisung wake up! ", Then he feels his arm shaken. "Hmm, what's going on?" He sleepily asks the person who woke him up. "You sweated and covered yourself up like you were having a nightmare," the person replies.

Jisung immediately opens his eyes and the images of his dad and mum come to his mind. But he immediately suppresses it and now looks into Jaemin's eyes.

"Ahahaha ... Hyung that was nothing, probably just a stupid nightmare. I can't even remember it", Jisung lies quickly. "Sure? You even ... cried," Jaemin says slowly.

"Everything's fine Hyung. I'm fine," says Jisung, reassuringly. Jaemin doesn't quite believe him yet, but he leaves it at that and then goes to the door, but stops again for a moment.

"Well then, I actually wanted to wake you up because there is breakfast and we have to leave in an hour and a half." Jisung nods and then Jaemin walks out the door.

Jisung looks at the locked door one last time and then falls on her back on the bed.

"Mum ... Dad ... I can't do it! How am I supposed to find my colors, my soulmate and at the same time not worry about my dying father and my then abandoned mother? How?" Then a tear leaves Jisungs eyes one more time.