Colors // Jisungcentric

We don't give up

The Dreamies told the others about the evening. Now they are all worried about their baby chick. Especially after Jisung didn't improve the situation, because he's just kept away from the Hyungs in the last few days. He avoids physical contact and is usually only in his room.

The reason for this is that Jisung's body is no longer asking for the hyungs, but for something else. Jisung can't see any more colors with his hyungs and that makes him sad. Every night the boy cries himself to sleep and thinks about the days when he could see the colors. Why can't he do it now? What's wrong with him?

"Ji can you come please. The others and I want to talk to you about something important," says Mark. Jisung is a bit annoyed because he just wants to be alone. But he doesn't want to do a scene and follows Mark into the living room, where the others are all waiting.

"So Jisungie, we have been watching you over the last few days and have noticed that you are staying away from us. We are no longer allowed to touch you and we hardly see you either. We want to know what is wrong with you," says Jaehyun, a little desperate.

"Nothing is going on. It's all good.
If that's all you wanted to say, I would go now," but before Jisung can get up, Taeyong starts to talk.
"No Jisung, something is wrong with you and we are worried. We are your boyfriends and we want to know what's going on with our youngest. Jisung you are our baby. We love you. Please tell us what's going on," Taeyong pleads the boy almost.

"I said it's nothing, so just leave me alone. Okay?" Says Jisung, pissed off.
"Park Jisung, how do you talk to us. What's the matter with you? Where did the shy, cute boy go?" Asks Jaemin, shocked.
"I just want to be alone and have silence," Jisung calls a little louder this time.

"But why?" Asks Mark. Jisung is now very pissed off and feels the anger take over and so it bursts out of him.
"I don't see colors anymore with you. You are not my soulmates. I am no longer your boyfriend. I can no longer do this. It hurts me. I just want to be happy!" Jisung shouts desperately and now begins to cry. Jaemin can't see the boy crying and wants to hug him, but Jisung takes two steps back and rejects him.

"No Hyung. It's over. From now on I'm just your Maknae from the group. Maybe still your friend, but I'm no longer part of your poly relationship. It's over," then Jisung runs into his room and locks the door . They can hear the boy's sobbing through the wall.

And even though Jisung just hurt them, it hurts more to see the Maknae like that. After all, they still love him.

"What should we do now, Hyung," cries Chenle, who is lying in Kun arms. "We have to accept his decision," says Kun, trying to calm the boy down.
But one is determined and thinks differently. He can't give up yet and neither should the others.

"We don't give up!"