Colors // Jisungcentric

Leaving

"Mum make dad wake up again. He shouldn't die, "howls the little boy and sits begging next to the bed on which his sleeping father is lying.

Doctors have said that he will temporarily not wake up because his heart has taken a violent beating and he now needs to recover, and this works best when the body is working the least.

"Jisung your father will soon wake up again. He just has to relax," the mother reassures her son. But Jisung cannot believe her.
Back then, if he always screamed to his father when he slept, he got up immediately, but now he doesn't cover himself a millimeter.

'Father is not sleeping'

Jisung is young and naive and doesn't know how the world works. He doesn't understand that yet and his mother knows that.
"Jisung, listen to me. Your father is fine. He just needs to sleep a little longer than usual. But I promise you he will wake up again," the mother kneels down to her son and gives him a kiss on the forehead.

"Promise?" Asks Jisung, holding up his little finger. The mother giggled and took the little finger in her little finger and interwined them.
"I promise," she says confidently.

BEEP ... BEEP ... BEEEEEEEEEEEP

Suddenly the monitor emits a long, high pitched tone. Jisung's mother immediately winces and doctors run in. They immediately take care of the father, because the heart has stopped beating.

"NO! ", Jisung shouts, startled from his dream. Jisung looks around frightened and notices that he is not in the hospital, but in his room, in the Dream Dorm.

"Jisung is everything all right?", The door is suddenly thrown open and Haechan and Jeno stand there. They both look worriedly at their Maknae, who is still sitting in bed with tears on his face and totally frightened, staring at his citric hands.

"N-No ...", the boy says softly, but loud enough for the two hyungs to understand. They walk up to the boy and sit down to the right and left of him.
"What was it?" Asks Jeno, who has now put his hand on Jisung's back to calm him down.

"My dad ..." he begins.
"What about your father?" Asks Jeno. "He ... he died ..." Jisung replies. Haechan and Jeno exchange worried looks.
"... in my dream," Jisung continues.

The two Hyungs exhales with relief, because they thought that the father was really dead, but it was only a dream, which of course must have frightened the boy.

"Sungie, that was just a dream. Your father is probably fine," says Haechan encouragingly. "Exactly. The best thing to do is just give him a call," says Jeno and picks up Jisung's cell phone. He puts it in the boy's hand and Jisung stares at it.

'But what if not?'

Jisung looks at his hyungs one last time and they nod to him. Then he takes a deep breath and dials his mother's number.

Tut..... Tut..... Tut.....

"The number you dialed is currently unavailable. You could speak a messages- "

Jisung panics.
"T-The mailbox ..." he says and looks at his hyungs. "Jisung take it easy. Just try again", cheers Haechan and throws Jeno a concerned look.

Tut..... Tut..... Tut.....

"Jisungie?" Says a woman with a fragile voice. "Mum? What happened?" Jisung asks, also in a shaky voice.
"Your father ..." begins the mother.
'No, please don't' Jisung begs in his mind.
"He is ... dead," continues the mother. Jisung drops the cell phone and stares into nothing.

'Dad is dead? My father is dead' Jisung keeps shouting to himself. Haechan and Jeno look at the boy and then notice the cell phone. Jeno takes it and answers.

"Jisung? JISUNG ARE YOU STILL ON IT?" A woman yells at him. "Jeno here I am a member of Jisung," he replies. "Oh my God, luckily he's not alone," says mother, relieved.
"What happened?" He asks.

"Jisung's father died two hours ago. I didn't really want to tell him, but he called and now he knows," she replies. "Yes Jisung actually wanted to call because he dreamed that his father would die," Jeno replies somewhat hesitantly. The mother sighs deeply.

"Please help him. He's going to need the help and don't leave him alone. I don't want him to blame himself and there is no way I let him come home. I'll send him an invitation to the funeral, but he is not supposed to go home yet. He needs you and a distance, "asks the mother.

"Yes of course", Jeno replies without hesitation. Then they say goodbye and hang up.
In the meantime, Haechan has taken the boy in his arms because he has started crying and blames himself.

"Sungie listen to me. You can't blame yourself. We'll help you", Haechan reassures the boy.
"I-I should have stayed with him. I have to go home," he says in a fragile voice.

"No Jisung you have to stay here. We'll have the comeback soon. It's a good distraction. Your mother said you can come to the funeral, but stay here for now," Jeno says quickly and puts his hand on Jisungs.
"B-But I have to go-" but before he can finish the sentence, snappy lips are on his.

He opens his eyes and stares into Jeno's face. He can precisely identify the boy's hair color and also see the color of the skin. This beautiful pearly white skin and the golden brown hair. There is warm light around Jeno.
Jisung has a colorrush.

But when Jeno breaks away from Jisung, they disappear again.
"I'm sorry, Sungie, but I had to make sure you listened to me," he says to the silent boy.
Haechan just sat there and didn't say anything. He just let Jeno do it and, to be honest, was a bit jealous.

"You have to understand that your mother only wants the best for you. And it is best now if you distract yourself. You should let the pain out, but not just go away and make it sink in self-pity. We, I, the hyungs are here for you. You should let the pain go away. Everyone is there for you. Understood? ", Jeno asks the boy, who was able to recover to some extent.

"Yes," Jisung says quietly. "Okay do you want to come out with us or be alone first?" Asks Haechan then. "If it were all right, I would be alone for a moment," Jisung replies. The two understand and then leave the room, but leave the door open to hear if something should happen.

'Dad if you can hear me ... help me'