Colors // Jisungcentric

Soulmate?

"Mum, how do I even know that the person is really my soulmate? ", The little one asks his mother.
"It's very easy. As soon as your soulmate touches you, you have a rush of colors. And you will be able to see colors forever," the mother answered the little one's question.

"So if I touch my soulmate's hand, can I see colors forever without losing them again?" He asks.
"Yes, exactly. Because you only have one soulmate and the smallest touch is enough and you see colors."

'Is Haechan my Soulmate?'

This question buzzes in Jisung's head, even after the training, which, by the way, went perfectly. He doesn't know if he's sure. After all, he only saw the colors for a very short time, but it was incredible.

It was like a bright yellowish light that made everything appear in its colors.
He could see the bright light, the lamps in their true colors.
The floor in its shiny brown shimmer.
The big mirror that reflects every color.
For the first time he saw the skin tones of his hyungs ... pearly white ... tanned.
Then these eyes of Haechan hyung, which he could see for a short time in color, and also the pink lips.
It was beautiful, but so short.

"Ugh it's so frustrating. Mum always said that as soon as I find my soulmate, I will always see colors, but it was only a short moment. What is just wrong with me," Jisung speaks to himself in his room.

Suddenly he hears a knock on the door. "Yes, please?" He asks.
"It's me, Jaemin. The others and I asked ourselves if you would like to be at the movie night?" He asks the boy.

"Sure, I'll be right there," he says quickly, and Jaemin then goes back. "A little distraction can't hurt," he speaks to himself again. Jisung calms down again from the rush of colors and then makes his way into the living room.

As he enters the room, he sees his other six dream members arguing about which film to watch.
"I want horror" shouts Chenle enthusiastically, but Renjun and Haechan are decidedly against it.

"Okay, we'll vote. Who's for horror?" Asks Mark. Then Chenle, Mark, Jeno and Jaemin raise their arms.
"Okay then it's decided. We'll watch ... IT," says Mark and puts the film in.

Jisung is quite uncomfortable with the matter, but says nothing and just sits next to Mark. During the film, Jisung crept more and more under the covers until he is completely covered up. Mark noticed and chuckled.

"Come here Sungie. You can hide against my chest," says Mark and grapped the boy. Jisung doesn't defend himself and just lets him do it, but suddenly, when Mark takes the boy by the hand to pull him close, Jisung is in a rush of colors.

Jisung looks around in shock and can see everything exactly in its original colors. Not a trace of dull gray and glaring white or dark black.
He sees everything exactly. But when Mark lets go of him because he notices that Jisung is shocked, the colors disappear again.

"Jisungie is everything all right?" Asks Mark worried. "I-I don't know ... I'd better go to bed," he says quickly and gets up.
"Shall I come with you," Mark offers to help.

In the meantime, Jaemin has paused the film and everyone is looking at Jisung, who still looks shocked and also a little scared. "N-No, everything's fine. I'll just go to sleep," he says quickly and walks, no, he runs into his room and locks the door behind him.

"What was that?" Asks Chenle, puzzled. "I don't know, maybe the movie was too much for him," says Mark, shrugging his shoulders.
"I said no horror film," complains Renjun. "Let's just finish looking. We can ask him after this," says Jaemin and the film continues.

"Breathe in ... breathe out ... breathe in ...", Jisung does that a few times until he has calmed down again.
"How can that be?" He asks himself.
"First Haechan and now Mark. What does that mean? These color rushes , but the color never lasts. The gray world comes back again and again. As if I wasn't ment to have a soulmate."

"Will my world stay gray forever?"