Colors // Jisungcentric

Feeling down

"I should finally tell them my answer, "Jisung told himself. But what can he tell them. In the last few weeks he has still not found out whether he is feeling love or just friendship.

Jisung feels really bad about it. He doesn't want to keep his hyungs waiting any longer, but how can he tell them what he's feeling when he doesn't know. Jisung throws himself on the bed and tears well up.

"How pathetic," he says to himself. But the tears just keep flowing. He can't stop. He tries to stay as quiet as possible so that his members don't hear him, but unfortunately the Dreamies hear the sobbing. They worry immediately and go to his door.

"Jisungie is everything all right?" Asks Mark and knocks on the door, but they only hear the sobbing. They try to open the door, but Jisung has locked the door. Now the others are getting a little panicked. Especially Jaemin.

"Sungie baby, please open the door!" He yells and knocks louder on the door. But nothing. Suddenly it is very quiet and Jaemin panics.
"JISUNG OPEN THE DOOR IMMEDIATELY!"

Nothing. Mark decides to get Taeyong, because he has a second key for all rooms. After a few minutes in which the others try to calm down a panicked Jaemin and encourage Jisung to talk, Mark comes back with Taeyong, Jaehyun and Johnny.

"What's going on here?" Asks Jaehyun and goes to Jaemin. "J-Jisung ... h-he doesn't open the door. H-He doesn't cry either. What if something happened to him", Jaemin now howls louder again and wants to get up, but Jaehyun holds the boy tight in his arms and tries to calm him down.

"Jisung, I'll open the door now," Taeyong calls out and unlocks the door. When they all enter the room, they see a motionless boy lying on the bed. Taeyong runs to him and tries to wake him up. But Jisung is not sleeping. Because of all the crying, he got a headache and blacked out.

"Jisung don't joke!" Taeyong shouts and shakes the boy, but he doesn't move. They decide to call a doctor to the dorm, who arrived after a few minutes.

"And?" Asks Johnny nervous. "He seems to have cried a lot. His body got tired and then he blacked out. But don't worry. He'll wake up soon," says the doctor. Taeyong thanks him and accompanies him to the door, then goes back.

They're all waiting for the boy to wake up. After two hours the boy finally wakes up. He stands up and holds his head.
"Ouch!" He shouts and immediately all attention is focused on him.

"Jisung!" He hears Jaemin who immediately sits down next to Jisung and takes his hand. Jisung flashes a few times and sees his hyungs ... in color. "H-Hyung, what happened?" He asks, puzzled. "You passed out," Mark answers the question.

Jisung thinks about it for a moment and then everything comes back to him. He cried, then his head hurt and everything went black.
"Jisung the doctor said you were crying. Why?" Jaemin asks worriedly.

Jisung bites his lower lip and looks down. He pulls his hand back and feels the colors fade again. Jaemin gives him a worried look as he lets go of his hand. "I-I ..." he wanted to say but couldn't find the right words.

"Jisung everything is fine. We are here for you," Jeno says encouragingly to him. "I-I want to tell you the answer, but I don't know if I know the correct answer," he replies and starts crying again. Jaemin immediately takes him in his arms and calms the boy down.

"Ssh ... everything is fine. What do you not know the answer for?" "I don't know if I love you. I feel safe and happy with you, but is it love? I don't know. I want to love you, really, but I can't say exactly. Everything confuses me. I would like to answer, I would like to be part of your poly relationship, but I can't, "he replies with a broken voice.

The others look at each other and are very impressed by the varieties. On the one hand they are happy that the little one wants to love them, but on the other hand they are sad because he suffer so much from not finding the right answer.

"Jisung don't bother you. We'll help you," says Jaehyun with an encouraging voice. "How?", The boy sobbed and breaks away from Jaemin. "We'll take you out. We'll show you what it's like to be a part of our relationship and then you'll definitely know the answer," says Johnny.

"O-Okay," says Jisung and the others smile happily at him. Then they decide that Jisung needs sleep and put him down.