Fragile..?

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The Next Day
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I'm going to the mansion and I have the things I was leaving with yesterday.

The cops put the bitch in rehab to get her away from alcohol but in the meantime her boyfriend is in charge of taking care of me.

I had my God Bow an arrows at the moment too incase anything was happening or I don't know, the mansion always has something goin on.

I arrived an zalgo appeared next to me.

"I'm gonna go report what happened to slender man since he's so nosy." Zalgo said," I'll be back in an hour or so."

"Okay." I replied

He disappeared as I went inside and kage saw me.

"Hello beautiful!" He greeted," Not going to school again, hm?"

"I had a pretty bad melt down yesterday..sooooo yea, no school." I replied

"Melt down?" He asked

I went to the stairs an just dismissed it.

"I'll be in my room fixing some stuff." I said

The house shifted me before he could even speak. I set my backpack down on my desk an took out my notebook, placing it over the box of precious photos and placing it on the floor.

The house shifted them away and I smiled as they could be in any hollowed out place in my room.

I set my bow an pouch down next to my original and then flopped onto my bed. I groaned into my pillows and made a few whining noises.

"You sound like shit." Offender said," Whats up?"

I didn't feel like explaining as I just mumbled into my pillow 'No' a couple of times. I then hugged my pillows and almost curled up into a ball.

I was exhausted again, I felt like doing nothing.

'I'm just gonna get some sleep, please let the others know...'

It was silent but I heard my door creak as offender cleared his throat.

"Sure thing, sexy." He said softly," Get some good rest."

My door closed and I relaxed my body as I was now alone with my memories and tormenting thoughts. I hugged my pillows tighter and just tried to sleep.

I couldn't and memories started flooding into my head. I pushed my pillows away as I put my hands on the sides of my head.

"Fuck!" I whined, my voice breaking

I don't know what the hell is wrong with me, I don't know what to do, I don't know why I keep crying over things that can't be changed...

I felt almost insane or delusional.

I felt my necklaces and I reached for them as I opened my eyes. I looked at both and just focused my attention on them, keeping my mind on them.

I can't stop thinking. I just can't. I whimpered as my hands shook and brought the necklaces closer as I curled into a ball.

My bed got lower as I heard whimpering of dogs. I looked an saw neon an smiles on my bed, looking sad and worried.

They both laid down, neon next to me an slipping to be underneath my arms and smiles behind me with his head on my hip.

I hugged neon and also petted smiles head, my body slowly calming down and as they stayed with me. 

"Thank you..." I said quietly as I slowly dozed off