Fragile..?

:Ch46: ('･_･') (Deleted Scene)

I forgotta abouta deleteda scenesa!!

Idk lol.
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The Next Day
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I woke up and looked at what day it was. Saturday. I rolled on my side and sighed as I tried to go back to sleep.

A soft knock at my door brought me back as I groaned.

"I'm making breakfast, not sure how ya like your eggs tho!" Carl somewhat sang

"However." I replied tiredly

Smiles an neon hopped onto my bed and laid down with me.

"Okay." Carl whispered

The door closed and I shut my eyes and tried to rest.

'I wonder what would life be like if I did give up during the games...if I had just died...'

That was grim of me but somewhat true. What would have happened if I died?

Not all of this of course, but it still makes me wonder. I then heard carl drop a bunch of things and panic with fear.

I don't know what came over me but I immediately go up and ran downstairs. I saw jeff holding a knife to carls neck and about to slit it.

In a flash, I had jeff pinned to the ground with his arms behind his back. I was heavily breathing and felt my body shaking.

I looked at carl an got off jeff, checking if he was hurt or there was any wounds.

"I'm fine- kid- he didn't do nothin!" Carl said, trying to calm me down

I felt calm an then turned to jeff.

"Jeff!" I complained

"What! How was I supposed to know we ain't supposed to kill him?" He complained," wait- I should be upset! Whats going on with you and masky-"

"No! Get out! I'm mad at you boys for how angry you got over my decision!" I said upset," you tried to kill masky over something I made and he couldn't control!"

"Y/N-"

"Out!" I ordered

He huffed and listened as he got out an closed the door. He ran off into the forest as I sat back and let myself fall.

"God dammit!" I complained

"I won't even ask about the creepy guy but imma just guess he's one of the angy bois who tried to kill said man who almost took your innocence in sex." He teased

I giggled a bit as he stood over me an lent me his hand. I took it and he helped me up as I yawned a little.

"Yeaaa, there might be a lot more to my life than I had said but I'm kinda not allowed to talk about it to humans." I replied

"My lips are sealed!" He said an zipped his lips

I smiled a little and then took a seat in a chair. I rubbed my face of the tiredness and then kept my hands in my face for a moment.

'What am I even doing with my life?'

I felt a bit panicked, I felt on edge as I tapped my foot on the ground. The walls suddenly seemed like they were closing in on me and I found it hard to breathe.