Daddies babygirl// 5sos

Chapter 1

I was sat cooped up in my room trying to get away from them. If I went out they'd abuse me when I got back, if I sat downstairs they'd abuse me. My room is the only place I feel slightly safe because I can wander off and imagine a new life for myself.

My newest one is somehow I got 5sos tickets for their tour that's in a few weeks and Michael spotted me, pointed me out to Luke then I joined them on tour, Luke saving me. They did save me. One night I was so so close to ending it then their music played and it snapped me out of it, I watched 5sos complications all night.

7 years ago my mum died and that's when he turned on me. Apparently I remind him to much of her. Your probably wondering why I said 'they'd' well he'd get his friends to join in. My older sister Chloe can sometimes persuade him to let me go to her house for a bit- she's currently 27. I love it there. My niece and nephew- the cutest kids ever- are there and always make me happy. Their dad left them 5 years ago and it's only been me and Chloe raising them. They- Chloe, James and Georgia- see the good in me. They believe in me.

I have fantastic friends who I very rarely see. I have my best friend Kayla. And my great friends Eva, Clara, Sam and Kylie. Them along with my sister and her kids are the only ones who believe in me and know what I can become. I don't see it. No one knows about the abuse- well not all of it. My friends just think my dads strict and won't let me out- half true. And Chloe knows about the littler things, she doesn't know everything. Me and Chloe have a brother, Ben- he's 23. None of us get along with him. Not even my 'dad' surprisingly.

I was curled under my blanket reading 5sos fanfic, my one escape in life. I heard a ruckus downstairs and it was obvious my dads friends were over and drinking- it was going to happen again.

2 hours later I heard them walk upstairs. I shake at every step taken. A hand slowly opens my door. It's him with that wicked smile. Dave- my so called dad.

Dave: "come on"

Me: "no"

Dave: "WHAT WAS THAT?!"

Me: "no"

He stormed over to my bed and dragged me out of it by my hair. I saw his 3 usual friends stood in the hallway. His 3 friends dragged me into Chloe's old room and that's where it started. I had no choice. I HAD to sleep with all 3 of them or I don't know what would happen and I don't want to know. Anything. I wouldn't be surprised if he killed me if I didn't sleep with them. My body went numb every time it happened.

I went back to my bed and cried listening to 5sos. Eventually their songs made me slightly happier and I stopped crying. Their voices are amazing and instantly make me even a bit happier. They were my escape. Most 'fans' have a 'lane' but I think they are all amazing in their own ways and need more recognition.

The happiest night of my life was 2014 when I managed to persuade my 'dad' to let me go to a one direction concert. 5sos was the opening act all I could do was smile and dance like I had no care in the world. As he doesn't let me leave I spend most of my time on wattpad either writing it or reading it. It truly is amazing. It gives me a fake sense of reality. One a million times better than I'm in right now.

I specifically hate summer. If and when I'm allowed out I can't wear shorts or crop tops. Not because he doesn't let me but because my scars don't let me. Usually he's careful on how he hits me and throw things at me so they don't leave marks but one night his anger exceeded any other and now I have a scar on my upper thigh and on my rib cage. It got that bad he took me to the hospital- lied how I got them- and I had to have stitches.

I scrolled through Twitter and saw that Luke had announced him and Arzaylea broke up over 2 months ago. I couldn't believe it. I wonder how he is? I hated seeing them sad, it made me sad. Worked the other way when they smiled I smiled.