Daddies babygirl// 5sos

Chapter 8

27 August.

Most nights me and Luke end up falling asleep next to each other. Usually in each others arms. Me and Luke have a different connection than the others. I don't know what it is but it's definitely different.

Today is 7 years since my dad started abusing me. I'm going to try and get up today and not stay in bed like when it was 7 years since my mum died.

Luke: "morning, princess"

Me: "morning, daddy"

Luke: "you alright?"

Me: "yeah, it's just that it's been 7 years since my dad started abusing me"

Luke: "I'm sorry, babygirl. Your safe now, I won't let him hurt you, baby"

Me: "thank you, daddy"

Luke: "what do you want for breakfast, princess?"

Me: "I don't mind, daddy"

We got dressed and headed to have breakfast. We are currently in Canada. After breakfast we headed to the arena and they started rehearsals.

I sat on the front row of the arena watching them and I could see Luke keep watching me making sure I was alright. I wanted to be alright. It's been about a month and half that I've been free yet he's still in my brain. I just wanted him gone. Gone out my life completely.

Today I actually wore a dress that came mid thigh that rode up a bit when I sat down. It still doesn't show my scar. I hadn't noticed but I started scratching my thigh roughly and repeatedly. I had a smile on my face watching them but my eyes were in pain and somewhere else thinking about something else. I felt something drip down my leg. I looked down and saw blood. I actually drew blood I was scratching that hard. I jumped up and ran to the toilet.

I heard someone jump off the stage following my but that was the least of my worries. I crashed into the toilet and grabbed toilet paper wetting it and putting it on the cuts.

Luke: "princess?"

Me: "I'm okay, daddy"

Luke: "what happened?"

Me: "I was thinking about you know not concentrating and I started to scratch my leg and then I felt blood drip down"

Luke: "okay, stay there I'll get a first aid kit, babygirl"

Me: "okay thank you, daddy"

Luke came back with a first aid kit and cleaned up the cuts and put a bandage on my cuts. When he finished he kissed my thigh and then more forehead which made me chuckle.

Luke: "you ready to go back, baby?"

Me: "yea, daddy"

Luke: "have I ever told you how much I love your accent, princess?"

Me: "no, daddy" I blushed at the comment.

Luke: "well I love it"

Me: "thank you, daddy. I um- actually I'll tell you later you have rehearsals"

Luke: "tell me after rehearsals?"

Me: "okay, daddy"

After rehearsals we want back to the green room and the others asked what happened and if I was okay. I don't tell them what was on my mind just I wasn't concentrating and started scratching. Luke pulled me onto his lap wrapping his arms around my waist.

Luke: "so what were you going to tell me about your accent?"

Me: "oh yeah that. My mum was from Manchester she moved to South Wales met my dad had us kids after 20 years of her being there and when I was 10 we moved back to Manchester and been there ever since"

Michael: "can you speak Welsh?"

Me: "yeah I can, daddy"

Cal: "say something in welsh, babygirl"

Me: "uh okay um diolch am achub fy mywyd"

Ash: "what did you say, baby?"

Me: "thanks for saving my life"

Cal: "awh, baby"

Michael: "did we really, babygirl?"

Ash: "really?"

Luke: "did we actually, princess?"

Me: "yeah you did, a few times actually"

Luke: "I'm glad we saved you"

Cal: "me too"

Ash: "and me"

Michael: "and me your the first one to beat me at video games these 3 are shit"

Luke: "HEY!"

Michael: "you know you are, Luke"

Me: "Shouldn't you all get dressed?"

Ash: "your right!"

Cal: "thank you, baby girl"

Michael: "we have a present for you after the show"

Me: "you do?"

Luke: "we do!"

Me: "thank you, daddy!"

They left to get dressed and Luke came back first. Fuck. He looked so good. I could pounce on him.

Luke: "how do I look?"

Me: "sexy, daddy"

Luke: "thank you, princess"

Cal, Ash and Michael walked in roughly at the same time. They all looked so good. Who gave them permission to look this good?? Like wtf?! It's not fair share the looks out to the rest of us!

After the show Michael dragged me to his dressing room and we had sex. Then Ashton. Then we got on the bus and I had sex with Calum and then Luke.

I finished getting changed and walked out to them sat with a guitar. I sat between Calum's legs as Luke sat between mine. I started to play with his hair. He has gorgeous hair.

Michael: "here's your present, baby"

Me: "thank you, daddy"

Michael handed me a Victoria secret bag. I opened it and saw very sexy black lace lingerie.

Ash: "do you like it?"

Me: "I love it! Thank you, daddy! I have a question for you all actually?"

Luke: "what is it?"

Me: "when we're in Manchester end of October can I go see Chlo and the kids?"

Cal: "of course!"

Luke: "as long as your 'dads' not there"

Me: "he won't be none of us talk to him. Thank you, daddy! I'm going to text to her to let her know"

Ash: "do Georgia and James like our music?"

Me: "yeah they do, daddy"

Ash: "being them they can watch backstage with you, babygirl"

Me: "really?!"

Michael: "yeah!!"

Me: "thank you!!"