Unconditional [Namjin FF]

Won't Leave You

NAMJOON

As soon as I saw Seokjin, I wanted to run to him and hug him tight but I didn't. "Umm... What brings you, people, here?" I couldn't meet their eyes. Suddenly I felt two hands embracing me and pulling me into a tight hug. "I'm sorry... I... I should have let you explain..." I didn't know I needed this hug, his warmth against me felt so soothing. I didn't realise that we were standing in front of others until Minki let a small cough. I gently parted with Seokjin and looked at his face. It was red from crying, but he still looked cute. "I'm sorry too, I know I'm a very bad guy" He pouted and aggressively shook his head. "How about you two go to your room and talk?" Hoba suggested with an awkward smile, and I took the suggestion.

I had to explain a lot to him. But did he know? He said he should have let me explain, does that mean Minki and Hoba told him? Jin was sitting on my bed, even though he had stopped crying for now his cheeks were still wet. "I'm sorry. I really am, I should have talked to you about that. I have a heart condition-" "I know" He cut me off. "I know you have a heart condition, they told me. And don't feel if you have a heart condition then I'll leave you. I'm gonna stay right here with you. Why do you feel you should not fall in love? Why can't we enjoy the days you have together? And even if you feel that you should not get close to people, you have no right to remove yourself from my life." He was out of breath from crying and shouting. I closed the gap and hugged him tightly. "Don't... ever... do that again..." He said between sobs. "I'm sorry. I am really very sorry. I would do anything to make up to you, and I'm sorry I to hurt you like this." I could feel my whole shirt had soaked from his tears, but it didn't matter. I was holding him in my arms and that's what mattered. And now I must do my best to make up to him. 

I shifted a bit and to part from him, but my foot slipped and we both fell on the bed. Seokjin's eyes had become double their size and I could feel my heartbeat ringing in my ears. I slowly brought my face closer to his face and he shut his eyes. But right at that moment, my phone vibrated and we sprang apart. We were embarrassed and by the time I reached to pick up my phone, it had stopped ringing. "Who was it?" Seokjin asked. His face was even redder now. "Uh it was Minki, maybe they are leaving that's why he called..." He just nodded and looked away. It was embarrassing indeed. My phone vibrated once more, it was a text from Minki :
It was taking you people so long so we left early. Come to Interspace with Seokjin if you have made up. And if not then you both come separately. 

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SEOKJIN

"Minki wants us to go to Interspace, they are waiting there," Namjoon said after reading the text. I just nodded, because I was too embarrassed to say anything. Was he going to kiss? And why did I close my eyes? I guess I got a bit startled that we fell onto the bed. 

As soon as we stepped out of the car, Namjoon grabbed my hand and put it in his jacket pocket. The Interspace has many floors and has everything. Yoongi and Hoseok were waiting in the cafe section. "It seems you both are okay now," Hoseok said with a smile. Namjoon looked at me and squeezed my hand. I felt really happy that we tackled this and we are back together. Being with Namjoon had always made me happy. I know I misunderstood him, but now everything is fine. I could tell he missed me too. I now understand why he behaved that way. But if Hoseok is right then I should try my best to make every moment special for Namjoon. And I will make sure he never leaves me. "What do you want to eat?" I didn't realise that I was staring at him all this while that his voice brought me back to my senses. 

Namjoon drove me home and the whole way we held hands. After he parked the car, we kept sitting the car in silence, holding hands. Suddenly Namjoon turned towards me. "I love you Seokjin" then he lifted my hand and kissed it. "I love you too" I replied with as much control as I could. I felt like exploding into tiny sprinkles of happiness. "I... I  think I should get going..." I stepped out of the car and paced towards my apartment. "Seokjin wait" I turned around and Namjoon smashed his lips on mine. It happened so suddenly that I almost my foot, but Namjoon kept me standing. It took me a moment to realise what's happening. And yes, I was having the first kiss of my life. And I'm really happy to share it with the guy I love, Namjoon.