Chapter 22

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by britishaddict

by britishaddict

Take me back to your place,
Show me how to dance
Let’s go watch the sunset
With me in your hands

Fly me on a jetplane,
Take me to the moon,
Wherever you go,
I’ll follow

Never really meant to start a spark
But this love
This love is like arrows through our hearts
I’m dreaming

-Bella Ferraro, Set Me On Fire

Third POV [Filler]

Connor planted kisses along Matthew's jaw before kissing his lips. "I love you."

"And that waiter." Matthew snapped, sitting up. "What waiter!?"

"The one you've been texting all week. Here's a tip for you, don't set your password as 0000" Matthew tossed Connor his iphone, he barely caught it.

"Matty!" Connor whined, "don't leave me! I want you! The waiter means nothing to me!"

"F*ck you! I'm trying to get my shit together and you do this to me!? You're such a cheap f*ck Connor! I hope you know I'm gonna get Nick back and never see your stupid face again!"

"You know what!? F*ck it! I don't need you!"Connor retaliated. "Good, have fun with your life, Connor. I don't want you in mine anymore." Matthew grabbed a suitcase from the closet and bagen packing his ex's stuff up. "That's my stuff!" Connor exclaimed. "This is my house. You're leaving." Matthew replied, not glancing up at cheater sprawled over his bed.

Connor yanked the suitcase from Matthew's hands and ignored the tears falling from his eyes as drove off.

****

Nick was more than terrified that Matthew would try to kill himself. The threats sounded so real. He sent Matthew over fifty texts that the older boy never responded to. It broke his heart, he felt so awful.

The nurse went out in his pjs, taking no time to start his car and go over to Matthew's. They needed to talk.

Matthew was almost happy that Connor was gone. It felt like a weight was lifted from his shoulders. Connor was never satisfied. Matthew felt like Connor wanted too much of him. He jumped when he heard a knock at the door, followed by harsh sobbing, "Let me in! Don't do it! Matthew! I'm sorry! I love you! Please do-"

The door swung open to reveal Matthew in a pair of pajamas, Nick in a pair of sweats, tears covering his face. Seeing that the older boy was relatively okay sent Nick into another fit. "I thought you were dying!"

"Are you glad I'm not?" Matthew smirked. "I drove all the way out here! I don't have underwear on and it's cold," Nick grumbled, "let me in atleast."

Matthew stepped out of the door way and watched as Nick proceeded to the bathroom. "You dumb shit!" He screamed, throwing things and breaking things. When he returned Matthew smiled at him, "better?"

"Eh, not by much." it was quiet for a long period of time. Neither boy knew what to do. Nick didn't know what he was doing, staying if he wasn't needed. "So, did you get therapy, in prison?"

"No, I went after I got out though, to an anger management course." Matthew said, embarassed by his past mistakes. If he could take back everything he did to Nick he would. He had been so scared and so mad, all he saw was red. Now he could see Nick, dashing, clever, and sweet Nick, right in front of him.

"That's great." The brunette said genuinely. Matthew blushed, "how? I never should have been so stupid."

"Stupid? You're not stupid. You fixed yourself. I'd say you're brave." Nick was smiling, patting the spot on the sofa next to him for Matthew to sit. "Are you okay? I shouldn't be this close to you. We still have a restraining order." He grinned when Nick shrugged, rolling his eyes.

"This is definitely not allowed then." The yiungdr boy pressed his lips to Matthew's. Everything just stopped momentarily. His heart rate increased, it was the only thing Nick could hear, the drumming. Matthew placed his hands around Nicks head gently, deepening the kiss. Until then Nick's hands had been limp at his side, he grabbed for Matthew, ushering him closer.

"Is this okay?" Matthew questioned, stopping their actions."

"Yes of course." Nick replied, slightly out of breath, though their kiss hadn't gotten too far. Matthew placed his lips back on Nick's. He bit Nick's bottom lip and slipped his tongue in his mouth. Nick fell back against the sofa as Matthew straddled his hips. The older boy's hands pinned the brunette's above his head as they made out, each wanting to never let go of each other.

When they did break apart, out of breath and panting, Matthew asked, "Nick? Will you be my boyfriend again? Please?" Nick nodded enthusiastically, "yes yes, god yes." Matthew chuckled and planted a light kiss to his cheek. "You're so cute."

A/N This was more of a filler. You guys are so lucky right now. I originally planned to keep Nick with Liz, but you guys seem to hate her guts. That had been the plan. :/ I lush you all though. I'm so happy right now! I have a question though...

There may or may not be a dirty scene in the next few chapters, I haven't decided, what do you guys think?