Lies of Lush (Matthew Lush F.F.)

Chapter 25

Mature Content (bang da bang bang) 

I was a liar
I gave in to the fire
I know I should've fought it
At least I'm being honest
Feel like a failure
'Cause I know that I failed you
I should've done you better
'Cause you don't want a liar (come on)

And I know, and I know, and I know
She gives you everything
But, boy, I couldn't give it to you
And I know, and I know, and I know
That you got everything
But I got nothing here without you

So one last time
I need to be the one who takes you home
One more time
I promise, after that I'll let you go
Baby, I don't care if you got her in your heart
All I really care is you wake up in my arms
One last time
I need to be the one who takes you home

I don't deserve it
I know I don't deserve it
But stay with me a minute
I swear I'll make it worth it
Can't you forgive me?
At least just temporarily
I know that this is my fault
I should've been more careful

- Ariana Grande, One Last Time
 

Matthew brushed his hand over Nick's, trying to get his attention. The younger boy was half asleep in his seat. "Hmmm?" He murmered in response. Matthew laughed slightly. "Wake up, love. I can't carry you out or people will think you're drunk." Nick groaned as he staggered out of his chair. Matthew was quick to stand by his side and walk him to his car.

   Once he was in the passenger seat he woke up a bit more and turned up the radio, bobbing his head to the song playing. "I thought you were tired!" Matthew scoffed. Nick shrugged, "the music woke me up."

   "You're such a liar! But I love you anyways." He joked at Nick, who leaned against his shoulder. It felt like a dream to him. Matthew was finally okay. Whatever had possessed him to hurt him was disappearing, fading from their lives.

   The drive home was short. Matthew hummed along to the songs on the radio as Nick kept close to his boyfriend. Matthew held his left hand and rubbed small circles on it as he drove. For some reason Nick wanted to stay close to Matthew. He didn't want to let go of him. With Matthew he was getting over his guilt faster. Seeing him recover made him feel better too.

   Later that night Nick laid in Matthew's arms on the sofa, Aladdin was playing on the flat screen. "How do you feel about moving? I was looking at apartments in Los Angeles and found one we can paint up and stuff." Nick shifted in his arms to look at Matthew. "I don't mind, we can look tomorrow. I don't know about my job though..."

   "You don't have to work. We have YouTube, you can retire young and we can have sëx everyday." The older boy suggested. Nick pecked his lips quickly. "You're so cute." Matthew sat up and straddled his boyfriend's hips. Nick's breath hitched. Matthew looked so hot above him, so tempting.

   The older boy placed kisses along his collar bone, going up until he reached in between his shoulder and neck. There he gave an open mouthed kiss and left a small hickey. Nick gasped slightly at the touch. He was so sensitive. And Matthew knew that.

  

The YouTuber pressed his lips against his soft boyfriend's. Matthew licked Nick's bottom lip, asking for permission to enter and kiss him passionately. Matt teased him, biting his lip softly. Nick parted his lips slightly as his boyfriend's tongue slipped in, they deepened the kiss. Matthew broke it, running a hand under the brunette's shirt so it rose up slightly.

   Matthew stopped and removed his shirt slowly before pushing it off of his own body. Matthew could see Nick's jeans getting tighter. Suddenly he moved his hand, placing it down Nick's skinny jeans rubbing his hard on. Nick moaned slightly. "Are you hard for me baby? Huh? That's really hot." Matthew encouraged, knowing how his words affected his boyfriend's böner.

Nick didn't answer, instead he pushed Matthew down on the sofa, straddling his hips instead and grinding on him. The YouTuber moaned, wanting to gain his dominance back but also not wanting the good feeling to stop. He suddenly pushed Nick back, staddling his hips, he removed the younger boy's pants.

"Lube?" He whispered in Matthew's ear making the boy chuckle slightly. "I'll go grab it, and a condom." he replied, getting the items and setting them down beside himself. Nick shivered as Matthew left more hickies on his chest and neck. Matthew bit down slightly harder than before, aftwerwards licking at the pained area.

The older of the two peeled his boyfriend's underwear off, letting them lay on the ground. Nick did the same to Matthew, watching boyfriend blush slightly at the exposure. Matthew usually wasn't shy in bed, last time he was with Nick like this it was rough and fast.

  Matthew fumbled with the condom, he didn't want his younger boyfriend to know he was struggling with it so he tossed it to him, "put it on me babe," he said seductively. Nick took it shakily and rolled it up Matthew's côck, nervously. Matthew bit his lip and hopped off his boyfriend.

   He took the bottle of lube and squirted some onto his fingers. It was slightly cold. Then he massaged Nick's entrance, watching as the boy moaned in pleasure. He stuck a finger in, not wanting to worry Nick. He hadn't bottomed in a while and he knew it, his expression changed to one of discomfort. Maythew rubbed his other hand against Nick's  hard on to sooth him.

Nick relaxed slightly. The YouTuber pushed another finger in and rolled them to hit Nick's  prõstate. The younger boy gripped the bed sheets tightly, "D-do that again." he begged out of breath, Matthew pushed his fingers in farther and repeated his action, causing Nick to turn to jelly under his actions. The brunette boy arched his back as Matthew f*cked him with his fingers, quickly shoving them in and out harder each time. Nick's body moved fast.

"You ready?" Matthew questioned, "I don't want to hurt you. Tell me if we need to stop." Nick nodded in response. The older boy lined himself up with Nick's hole and entered slowly. Nick grunted in pain, but it wasn't his first time, he was able to quickly adjust to the feeling, letting himself melt in his boyfriend's hands.

Matthew inched himself inside Nick until he was all the way in, kissing his chest and neck to keep him calm. The younger boy was whispering Matthew's name and clenching the bedsheets. "f-faster!" He spat, losing all his fesr along the way, Matthew complied to his boyfriend's demand, going faster. He knew he had found his sweet spot by the way Nick was shaking and making sweet noises.

Matthew came first, his throbbing cöck finally letting out everything he held in. Nick felt the warmth inside him and followed Matthew by cümming all over his chest. Nick blushed at the mess he made on the bedsheets, and his boyfriend.

  Nick was out of breath and half asleep, laying naked on the couch. Matthew got off of him and picked him up. "Let's take a bath and go to bed, okay?" The YouTuber asked, holding his arms out for his boyfriend. Nick accepted, nearly falling from exhaustion and pain in his arse.

   And finally, things were beginning to fit in their places.

   As Matthew carried him he clung to his boyfriend tightly. Nick felt calm and okay for once. It has been so long since he's felt okay.

   "Please don't leave me, Matthew." He yawned sleepily. "I won't, cutie." Matthew promised, rubbing his back slightly. "I don't care if you hurt me, please stay forever."

   "I won't hurt you. And I won't stay with you forver." Nick was about to pout in complaint when Matthew shushed him.

   "Love, I'm going to stay with you forever-ever."

   Fin

~Don't ask questions you don't want to know the answers to~

  Author's Note: I will make the epilogue soon and mention everyone who commented. Thank you for reading my story. I lush you all! Have a great day and thanks for sticking with me even though updates are slow.