Confused Bondita- Am I in love??

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Recap:

In the last part we saw that Bondita spent time with Anirudh's family and Binoy Finally Accepted and Approved for Andita's relationship......

Ab aage....

It was night time.... Bondita was sitting on her study table that was attached to the window....at her Hostle....she was Finished...with a dinner and now she decided to do her.. homework....so she took out her copy while she was removing ....a paper felt down....she picked that paper .....and read....

Ruka sa tha meri zindagi ka safar tumhare saath se ab chalne laga,
Kabhi koi dua ki nahi maine par tum mili toh laga jaise mai apni khwaishon se milne laga,
Tumhari maujoodgi mujhe maujood kar jati hai,
Tumhari har ek muskan jaise meri sason ko zinda kar jati hai,
Mai bhi nahi unta jitni tum mere paas ho,
Meri pyari Sakhi Tum Mere liye sab se khaas ho.....

Tumhara Sakha Babu ...😊😊

Bondita Blushed reading that shayari written by her Sakha babu....And a beautiful smile occured .......

Bondita: (Pov) sakha Babu bhi na!! Ye inhone mere bag mein kab dali??...then she remembered that her bag was kept in Anirudh's room when he was resting....

While she was thinking Her eyes went on the reflection of her's in the mirror....she noticed that she was Blushing...then she remembered Purva's words .....

"tum dono ka relationship sirf normal Friendship toh nahi hai...."

Bondita: (Pov) ye purva aj kya keh rahi thi .....(moving towards the mirror and looking into herself's eyes) Hum dono ka relationship agar normal Friendship  nahi hai toh phir kya hai??

Then she started remembering....the words of purav!!

"Sir ke bina tera kahi man nahi lagta"

Bondita: (Pov) baat toh sahi hai...sakha babu jab nahi hote hai toh kuch bhi accha nahi lagta mujhe ...PAR KYU??

She remembered how she becomes restless...when Anirudh is not around her.....

"Tujhe aj kal Anirudh sir ki...chinta rehti hai"

Then she realised how she was feeling the pain when she saw Anirudh with bandages......

Bondita: (Pov) sakha babu dard mein hote hai toh mujhe dard hota hai....PAR KYUN??

"tu sir ko khone se darti hai"

Then she remembered the time when Anirudh was ignoring him...and she felt for the first time that what the fear of losing someone..

She started getting tensed and frustrated....

Bondita: (Pov) haa Mujhe sakha babu ko khone se dar lagta hai.....PAR KYU??(trying to divert herself) haa....haaa kyu ki...vo mere Sakha Babu hai ....mere sab se acche Dost....

Then she again remembered the words of Purva....

"jo ladki simple si line bhi nahi khicti usne sir ki painting banaiee...."

Bondita removed the Drawing book of Anirudh.....and saw her painting....she remembered the moment when she was drawing Anirudh's painting....she remembered the moment when she Gifted that Painting to Anirudh....

Bondita: PAR KYU?? dost toh mere bohot hai n....toh sirf sakha babu... keliye....ye sab kyu??

She started becoming frustrated...more and more.....when she heard some sounds... The noises of Anirudh's memories....she closed her eyes.....the way he takes care of her ...the voice of her laughter with Anirudh was ringing in her ears.......the words of Anirudh were making her her questions wide ......she is not able to understand her feelings....

"Bondita tum toh itni pyaari ho ki dugga maa bhi tumhe dekh kar muskurane lage....."

"Tum meri sabse khaas sakhi ho ..aur khaas ka adhikar humesha kaash hona chahiye na"

"Bondu"....."Mishti"

She remembered how she blushed on that....

She remembered how always nither she nor he misses any chance to make eachother feel special.........

Bondita: haa.....sakha babu mere liye khaas hain....PAR KYU???.....kya karu kuch samjh nahi araa.....

She remembered how she either blushes or has a wide smile on the face ....when she sees Anirudh.....

Bondita: ye Sakha Babu ko dekh kar kya hojata hai mujhe???

She was much frustrated now .....and thought that she should Divert her mind towards studies....she went to the study table......and Started studying but wasn't able to focus.....the question that why Anirudh is special.....she has many friends.....but why only Anirudh carries a special place in her heart......

Then her eyes ....felt on the paper.....where Anirudh wrote Shayari for her ....... She took the page..... moved her hand to tare it .....but all the time Anirudh's face was coming in front of her eyes.....and she again read it.....

Bondita: ye kya kar rahi hu mai.....Sakha Babu ne itne pyaar se likhi hai ye shayari mere liye.....

Then she again.... repeated the line .....

"Sakha Babu ne itne pyaar......"

And she stopped on the word ..pyaar ....

She turned towards the mirror....and looked in her eyes ....

Bondita: (to herself) kya mujhe sakha babu se pyaar.....??

Then she again remembered Purav's words......

"tum dono ka relationship sirf normal Friendship toh nahi hai...."

She was in a deep thought now....he leg started becoming weak she sat no the place.....and thinking about her...... feelings......

She remembered what her mother ones said.....

"Bondita jab bhi kisi chiz ko lekar tu pareshan hogi n...toh apni Akhe band karlena ....aur sahnti se uske haal ke bare mein sochana .....tujhe jawab mil jayega...."

And now Bondita did the same .....she closed her eyes....and made her self calm.....A face came in front of her eyes..... enchanting a perticular word.....and.....she opened her eyes with a smile.....

So guys this is it for the chapter
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