The Delinquent's Downfall (Bonten #2)

PART 7

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I closed my eyes and feel the cold of the wind. I regret not bringing my jacket because it's so cold here and I'm just wearing my sando dress.

I sighed.

As usual. I'm here on the rooftop to feel relax and feel peace. I always wanted to go here at night because this place is so peace.

I can calm and think.

When I opened my eyes, I can't stop myself anymore to keep my tears not to fall from my eyes.

I looked up the sky and to those beautiful stars.

"My life is so fucked up, right?" I whispered. "How I'm gonna supposed to do right now?"

I started sobbing because this is all I can do right now. I can still feel my hands shaking. I hugged myself tightly as I cried.

"From wanting to be a fashion designer to become a criminal, huh?"

I don't know what to feel now. I'm crying but at the same time I'm laughing. I'm crying because my dream won't come true anymore and I'm laughing because I became a criminal now.

"I'm sorry my daughter. We don't have a money anymore to pay from our debts so please come with them."

"I wish you could forgive us for shattering your dreams."

"AHHHHHHH!"

I screamed when I remembered my parents words.

Yes.

I was the pay from their debts.

The criminal organization that hunting my parents get me because they don't have money to pay them and they saw me a solution just because I'm a use.

They made me work under them.

Even if I don't want to. Even if I begged. Even if I cried, they didn't listen.

And now it was same with Bonten.

The only difference here is they became good at me. After I spent months here, I know that they are different from the organization I was in before.

But.

I shouldn't let myself get more attach with them.

It will be hard if I do that.

I closed my eyes again and try to calm and think.

Suddenly, a jacket gets wrapped around my body. I was stunned for a seconds because I didn't expect that someone will come here.

I can feel his presence on my back.

"This place is really your favorite spot, huh?"

I took a deep breathe when I realize who is behind me.

"What are you doing here, Haitani?" I asked and about to take off the jacket he gave but he stopped me.

"Don't take that off," he said. "You want to get sick?" I can sense his anger so I didn't take off the jacket.

Somehow I felt warm.

"Why are you here?" I asked. "You're always disturbing me, you know?"

He chuckled.

"Because I'm enjoying pissing you."

I shook my head and a smile crept on my lips. I felt Rindou move behind me and sat down next to me.

I leaned on his shoulder and closed my eyes. I just let my tears fall and I'm glad that Rindou didn't complain and just let me lean on his shoulder.