Chapter 10

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Wooyoung tried to pull against the restraints as he looked around the room, he had been left alone once again in pitch black darkness with nothing but his own thoughts and Jay to comfort him.
"Jay..." Wooyoung whispered out into the room as a wave of anxiety rushed through his veins. Closing his eyes, he tried to focus on a good memory as he ran through his method for how to deal with his anxiety.
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Wooyoung sat in his usual counselling room as he played with his fingers. Waiting for his counsellor to enter the room, he sat alone. Reading the writing that was on the wall he heard the phone just outside ring as heels clipped on the floor as staff walked past.

'Another session....Seriously,' the voice that wouldn't seem to go away spoke as he played with his fingers, tangling them in his hair as the door opened to show a female standing in the doorway. Her figure lean, her hair still done up perfectly like nothing had happened as a smile took hold of her lips.
"Wooyoung. Hello!" she explained, her voice cheery and happy as he nodded as a hello.

"H-Hi Ms Kim." He explained as she took a seat just opposite from Wooyoung, grabbing out a folder that held his file. She gazed through it before closing it and grabbing out a small book and a blue pen before coughing and looking at Wooyoung with her full attention.
"last time you were here Wooyoung. You explained that you had feelings for this guy. But you didn't know how to tell him. Your mother was quick to make another appointment for this afternoon. Said something about that you had come home crying or something and she was worried. Want to explain what happened?" The counsellor asked as Wooyoung sat up properly, a small glint in his eye as he nodded before coughing. Opening his mouth, he spoke.
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It had happened that night Yuta, his boyfriend at the time had asked for him and his new friend San to come over and hang out. Yuta and Wooyoung had been dating for 7 months by this point so staying over at Yuta's was nothing to Wooyoung. But with San there. He hoped it would end well but what happened that night surely didn't end well.
The three of them sat in a circle playing their ten round of cards against humanity when Yuta announced that he was quickly going to go and get a drink and asked if any of them wanted anything. "I'll have a coke!" Wooyoung announced as he placed his card in the middle for the next person to read as he looked at the other boy. A quiet murmur left his lips as Yuta looked at him before Wooyoung explained. "He'll have a coke as well!" and with that Yuta left the room. San placed his card down for Yuta to read when he returned as he got up to stretch before sitting down next to Wooyoung, taking his hands in his own. He knew that this was the only moment to confess without any judgement from anyone else he swallowed, his small quiet voice had turned normal as he smiled. Wooyoung looked down at San's hands and back at the door as he heard San speak.
"W-Wooyoung...I like you a lot...I-I just want you to know that..." Wooyoung felt his heart race as he looked up at San, swallowing as he moved forward to get something, his lips landing on San's lips.

At the flash of light, San pulled away looking down, before looking up to see Wooyoung sitting there, his eyes wide in shock as a red blush covered his cheeks.
"I'm so sorry," Wooyoung explained as he grabbed what he needed to grab and look down when he felt San lightly grab chin making him look at him, he crashed his lips on Wooyoung's lips. Wooyoung knew that he should have pulled away. Told him that he didn't like him like that. But he didn't he kissed him back. The kiss full of something different. Different from Yuta and his relationship in general. Yuta walked back in talking out to the two boys but when he moved into the room, he stood there. Eyes widened in terror as he bit his lip out of rage as he dropped the cans of coke on the ground.
"GET OUT NOW!" He yelled as San and Wooyoung pulled away, Wooyoung looked at him with tears in his eyes as he grabbed his things to leave. Yuta looked Wooyoung dead in the eyes before shaking his head.
"Wooyoung. You stay. San. Leave!" San nodded slowly as guilt appeared throughout his facial expressions. Grabbing his things, he made his way for the door. Mumbling a quick goodbye and that he was sorry as Yuta just shook his head in disbelief, opening the door for him as San left. The door shutting again.
"Wooyoung..." Yuta began as tears fell down his face as he began to pick and clean up the game that they had been playing. "A-Am I not good enough for you anymore?" He asked as he put away the game, keeping his back to Wooyoung he wiped his tears, using his sleeve to soak up the tears. Turing back around he sighed before swallowing. "Yuta....You're enough for me. I just...know that I'm enough for you. I know you probably don't want me around anymore....I might as well just go..." Wooyoung explained as he packed his things in his bag. Grabbing it he felt his phone vibrate as messages filtered through from San.
"I-I love you...." Yuta explained softly as Wooyoung cracked a small smile before leaving the house. Leaving Yuta in complete and utter silence. With nothing but his thoughts as they attacked him.
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"I tried to talk to Yuta ever since then, but he closed himself off from me. He stopped answering my phone calls, my messages everything." Wooyoung explained as his counsellor wrote down everything that Wooyoung has said. "Over time, it just stopped. Mine and Yuta's relationship just came to a mutual end and....now I don't know" He explained as Ms Kim nodded.
"So, hearing that story of what happened. The boy you like you knew could land you in trouble and you don't know what to do..." she clarified as Wooyoung nodded.
"I say, if the worse has been done and you and Yuta have ended it....ask the boy out," She explained as he nodded.

"Y-You sure?" He asked as she nodded and smiles.
"I'm sure, now how has that voice been behaving? It's been good?" She asked as a chuckle echoed in Wooyoung's head.
"He's been alright. Annoying sometimes but good," He explained as she nodded.
"Been keeping up on track with your pills?" She asked as she went through the routine check of making sure Wooyoung was doing okay as he nodded and answered every question with a yes. Causing her to smile.
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