What did I do to deserve you?//L.R.H.

CHAPTER 46

-Luke's POV-

"You came!" Ray opens the door and before I know it Janet is all over Ashton.

"Couples." Calum huffs and Ashton removes his lips from Janet's so thay he can talk.

"You're just jealous because your girlfriend isn't here."

So, where is my girlfriend?

"Lea is out." Ray answers my thoughts. "She didn't come home for the night and she hasn't response to any of my calls. All I got is a text."

"At least she's okay," Calum murmures.

A weak 'yeah' comes from Ray's lips.

"Come on you guys, we have spaghetti carbonara made by me!" Janet says excitingly and pulls Ashton by the hand.

My stomach growls and Michael laughs.

"Hungry again?"

"For carbonara?" I ask. "Always."

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-Lea's POV-

"Good to be back and all together, isn't it?" Nash shucks on his ice cream, making noises on purpose to irritate Emily.

"Yeah," I nod and lick my own ice cream.

I straiten my leg trying to get Jason to fall but it was like I was acting on 'Mission Impossible' waiting for Tom Cruise to appear any minute now.

"Do you ever stop!" he exclaims laughing.

"Not until you fall." I giggle and he sits down on the pavement and looks at me.

"Alright now?" he asks and I laugh.

"Yeap," I smile and he stands up hugging me. "Thanks."

My phone rings again, She Looks So Perfect interrupting the conversation Emily and Nash have.

Twinny.

He's been calling me all day and I still haven't picked up, does he ever stop? Like seriously though, it's annoying as fuck. He wants me home and safe, yeah yeah, I couldn't give a shit less. He can keep acting like he cares for as long as he wants, I know it's all just an act.

The psychologist asked them to watch my every move and call me all the time, even when I was in Australia, and always but always take my meds. But I didn't take them. I had no reason to, I had Luke. He was my medication, my therapy. And now I lost him again. He's probably miles away, already hooking up with that Russian stylist of his who, I bet, has no kind of problems he has to deal with when he's with me.

I bet that not even Calum has wondered if I'm okay. I bet that he doesn't even know, or he doesn't care. He hasn't called me, not once, since I took that first pill. And he knows, I know he does. Ray has a big mouth.

My phone rings again.

"What the hell do you want?" I shout on the other line without looking at the caller's ID.

"Hi to you too Lea."

"Calum?"

"We're here." he says. "In Los Angeles, not that you care really." he hungs up on me.

I remove the phone from my ear and stare at the screen.

"What happened?" Emily rushes to me.

"They're here." I gulp. "5SOS..."

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Sorry for the late update people, it's just that things have happened and I didn't have much time to write. Truth is, this story is kind of tiring now since everything is just filler chapters but it will be more interesting in a couple more chapters. Truth be told, it's coming to an end in twenty or more or less (idk really) chapters and then New Girl will start. Also, I will try to update every two weeks or sooner hopefully but I'm not really sure.

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