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Murasakibara x Reader (Stay)

You were approached by Akashi this morning to talk to you concerning your boyfriend, Murasakibara.
You are too stun to even speak. He ordered you to breakup with Murasakiba because you're being a drag to him.
The whole day you've been avoiding everyone going near you. You don't want to talk to anyone. You made your mind and decided that you would go with Akashi's plan. You tried to look for Murasakibara but he's nowhere to be seen. One of his classmate told you he was absent. You are now standing in front of his home making your mind on what would you say to him. How would you breakup with him?
You pressed the doorbell but no one answered. You just let yourself in,luckily the door was open. You crept to his room and saw your boyfriend lying sick. All your problems melted away and been replaced by concern
"Atsushi!" You hurriedly make your way to him. He tried to sit but you pushed him back.
"Ne~ (Y/N),what are you doing here?"
"I... Ah.... " you can't bring yourself to tell him because of his condition. He just looked at you with a confused face.
"Is something bothering you,(Y/N)~chin?"
"N... Nothing. You! Why didn't you tell me you are sick?" You scold him like he was a child but he just smiled at you
"I don't want to worry you"
"Murasakibara-san,I... I don't know how to say this...." You used his last name this time. He became serious and at the same time scared.
"(Y/N)~chin, w... What's the matter?" He tried to touch your face but you tapped it away
"I.. I'm moving away" you looked away and bit your lower lips, a sign that something is wrong. You thought of what you said. It was a hasty and stupid decision you just made.
"I need..... I need to breakup with you" you are trying your best not to crack up
"Well. Murasakibara? Don't you have anything to say?"
"What do you want me to say?! 'Have a nice trip'?! You are clearly not telling me something" he sound a little upset and you can even sense the anger in his voice.
"That is the truth! " you tried to protest but he just gave you a look of disbelief
"I want the truth" this time he is seated on his bed. And this time,you are now crying.
"I d-don't want to slow you down. You have dreams! I don't want to hinder you" your eyes is now beaming with hope when you remembered all the times he spoke of you about his future plans
"But you are my dreams! Is it Akashi? Did he ask you to do it?" He held both your shoulders trying to put sense onto you
"I did it on my own free will" for the second time you bit your lower lip. You could actually taste the blood
"I don't believe you"
"I'm sorry. But I'll be leaving now" you stood up but Murasakibara held you back and hug you tightly. You can feel his heat from your distance
"I love you,(Y/N). I won't let a simple order take you away from me. I never see you as a hindrance. In fact you are my inspiration! If you leave me, I swear on my life I'll never play basketball again!" His words tickled your ears. You want to stay so bad but you still can't let yourself drag anyone down
"I can talk to Akashi. I'm begging you. I really can't live without you" he burried his face on your neck and you can feel his tears falling down
"Murasa--"
"Atsushi. Call me Atsushi"
"A... Atsushi.. I don't want to hinder you..." Every word you say become weaker and weaker.
"I told you. You're never a hindrance" his voice full of sincerity.
"R...really?" You really want to stay with him badly
"Yes."
"B... But. I have to lea--"
"Stay." His simple word made you stop. His order sounded more absolute than Akashi's.
You didn't say a single word and just hugged him tightly. He already know what you meant and he cupped your face and kissed you
"I'll never leave you again."
"I love you,(Y/N)"
"I love you, too Atsushi"