The girl with scars (a munchingbrotato fanfic) (MAJOR EDITING UNDERWAY)

Chapter 7 Okay......... We can work it out

Sunday August 3, 2012

We were pulling into the driveway, we just had the funeral for my parents. I decided to put my dad on a deprecate lot. yes it costed some money, but he killed of the only family I had left and I never considered him family. so why put him in the same lot as my family?

Adam, Alesa, and Kyle can back home with us don't know why but, I didn't question them.

"Hey when we get in can we all talk to you?"

"Sure tyler. but why? why can't you just tell me now?"

" We would all just like to talk to you inside if you don't mind."

I looked him directly in the eye. he was avoiding telling me something. I could see it in his eyes but, I couldn't make out what.

"Okay." I said after a long moment if staring in his eyes.

We all got out and went inside to the living room where we all sat down. Alesa sat next to Adam, me and Tyler sat on a couch next to them, and Kyle sat in a chair across from the two couches.

"Okay, so what did y'all want to say?"

"Sage, I love you. we all love you. And I know you are broken up 'cause of your moms death........... and I don't want you mad at me or any of us....."

" Guys what happened? your starting to scare me."

"Tyler, just get to the point." Kyle spoke up.

"Okay." tyler was silent for a long time.

"Tyler...............?"

" Remember the day after they died and, we went to your house?"

"Yeah."

I was shaking all over.

"Well when you left your bedroom, and please don't hate me, but I started to think about all the times I had seen you. so I went to look and see if you had it. and.............."

He slowly took my arm. I knew what he was going to do. but I didn't pull back. it would be useless. but it terrified me to know that they all knew. I started to feel really dizzy and light headed. i seriously could pass out right now. he pulled up my sleeve to reveal old cuts and ones that I've made in the past few days. Tears filled my eyes.

"Sage..........."

"Tyler, I'm sorry! I'm so sorry!"

I threw myself at him and cried into his shoulder.

"Sage........ it's okay. I love you so much! but why did you do this?"

I look up at him and into his crystal blue eyes. the tears started to overflow onto my cheeks. he wiped them all away.

" sage, you can tell us anything. please tell us."

his voice helped calm me down.

"okay, i started doing this when i was 11. at first i only did it because of my dad and stuff at school; but when i got to 6th grade i started thinking about how i was bigger than all the other girls. alot bigger.so i started doing it even more and i stopped eating.i was starting to slim down alot very quickly. and soon i started getting noticed by alot of boys and i eventually got a boyfriend by 8th grade, but he wasnt who i thought he was. i confieded almost everything with him, but them one night he cornered me at a football game. he tried to make out with me. his dumb ass friends were there and one of them recorded the whole thing. when i got the courage to, i punched him in the gut. he backed off but them him. he beat me down to the ground and told his friends to finish me off while he watch. and his friends cursed and beats me, they called me things, and they touched me. when they finished having their fun they left me there to who knows what would have happened or what I would do. but when I got home the video of me was posted everywhere. it was on Facebook, youtube, everywhere. so my cutting got more and more severe and frequent. my mom saw how miserable I was and she saw the video and took me out of school for a online school. so that happened, then it was just a year or 2 later I met you."

Tears were flooded down my cheeks. I layed my head on Tyler's shoulder and cried softly. he put his arm on my back protectively.

When I had gotten through the majority of my tears I sat back up. and in that second alesa had gotten up and was hugging me tightly.

"Sage. I can't believe what those jerks did to you. but I can tell you that tyler is 110% better than those guys, and so are the other. we may not have gone through the same stuff, but we know that it's pretty ugly. but that doesn't define you as a person and your life! we all see that you are a beautiful creative and smart person. and anyone who sees or tells you different is just jealous and should just be ignored by you. because all the stuff other have put you down with are lies. we love you and we never want you to forget that. none of us want to lose you! we love you so much, sage!"

We sat there for another few seconds till we finally let each other breathe. but for me that wasn't long. next Kyle and Adam had gotten up and gave me huge bear hugs. for a few seconds I could have sworn I felt a rib crack. we all sat back down and continued to talk.

"Okay. so what do we do now." I asked.

We sat in silence for a moment. I think we were all thinking, yeah what do we do from here? Then tyler spoke up.

" I think we should just treat you so different and make you feel uncomfortable. we should just keep talking to you like we would before, just treat you like I normal person."

" I was hoping that. I wouldn't want things to change just because of this."

"Okay. so we wont. right guys?"

Everyone nodded in agreement.

"Okay. so now that we're done talking about this what do y'all wanna do?"

" Wanna go somewhere for lunch?"

We all agreed. I guess with what had just happened we had all forgotten how hungry we all were. though it didn't really effect me, since I had learn to control my hunger over the years. but we all piled into Tyler's car and drove to a restaurant 20 minutes away. ya know. this might work.

Authors notes-
So, sorry for they long chapters and long waits for me to upload. school has been a pain in the ass since milestones at coming up (what my school now calls the finals). and I have a play I'm in a this next week is tech week so don't expect many updates next week. but after next ill try to update more often. and sorry if I've been writing really depressing chapters lately, this will be the most depressing one for a while. FOR A WHILE!!!! YES ANOTHER BIG DEPRESSING THING HAPPENS AND IT MAYBE EVEN BIGGER THAN THE PARENTS DEATH!!!!! but I'm gonna end it here. see ya guys later. hope you enjoyed and please comment and let me know what you think, and please if you liked this book enough follow me to get more of some other books I'm still writing drafts for. bye!!!!!!!♥♥♥♥♥♥❤❤❤❤❤❤