The girl with scars (a munchingbrotato fanfic) (MAJOR EDITING UNDERWAY)

Chapter 12 NO I DON'T WANT TO DIE!

I woke up in the hall of the hospital. I follow a nurse one way and see a room with a girl hooked to many different high tech machines. the I realized that the guys were in there. and that the girl was me.

I run into the room. I find the machine that I know is the heart monitor. The beeps were very slow coming. I looked at Mitch who was right next to me (well my body) in a chair holding my hand. his eyes were all bloodshot, red, and puffy. oh god what have I done.

I turn to myself. I was in one of those over sized ugly hospital gowns. I looked at the arm that Mitch was holding up and saw the big lines I had made on it not long ago. everyone else in the room was asleep. I figured. it was 2 in the morning.

Then I heard Mitch loudly whisper in his hoarse and breaking voice,

" Sage, I'm sorry for leaving you for so long. I'm sorry for not coming back for you and mom. I'm sorry for disappearing. but I love you. your all i have left. I love you so much. I've already lost mom, I'm not losing you too. please, if you can hear me, wake up. ill make it up to you. I WANT to make it up to you. just please wake up. life for any of us here won't be the same or joyful anymore without you. we all love you so much. I don't know what I'll do without you anymore. just please wake up."

I felt tears rolling down my face.

" I love you too Mitch! I love all of you! I don't want to die! OH PLEASE GOD DON'T LET ME DIE!!! I WANT TO BE WITH MY BIG FUNNY DYSFUNCTIONAL WEIRD FAMILY!!!!!!!I WANT TO BE WITH THEM!!!!!!!!I DON'T WANT TO DIE!!!!!!!!!" I screamed at the top of my lungs.

I started to sobbed loudly. I knew Mitch or anyone could see or hear me. but I wanted so badly for them to be able to talk to them again. I wanted my life back.

Suddenly the heart monitors monotone slow beeps started to speed up. my vision started to lighten into a bright white light. the last thing I heard was Mitch screaming for the nurses.
---------------------------------------------(mitchs' pov)

" Nurse! somebody! something's wrong! please help!" I yelled.

As nurses ran towards the room the other began to wake up.

"Mitch, whats the hell's happening!" said Ty.

"Something's wrong with sage her heart monitor just started to race faster. i think she's dying." I said.

My eyes filled back up with tears. no. she can't die. I need her.

The nurses rushed in. one nurse told us we all had to leave and go to the waiting room. my heart sank. I can't leave her. not again. but the nurses weren't taking it. they forced me into the waiting room.

In the waiting room, I couldn't stay still. The whole time I was pacing. I needed to know if she's okay. after five minute, more like and eternity, the doctor came out.

" Mr. Wilson?"

"How is she?!?!?!"

"She was suppose to die in the the position she was in. but, somehow she made it. its a miracle that she's alive. it's even more amazing that she's awake. she was asking for her brother. so, since she's doing fine right now; you guys can go back and see her."

" Thank you, so much!" I cried.

She's alive. I can't believe it.
---------------------------------------------(sages' pov)

I saw Mitch coming down the hall, my heart jumped for joy. I've been waiting for whats seemed like forever to see him. He ran into my room and instantly ran up and hugged me.

" I'm sorry, I'm sorry for almost leaving! I never want to leave you again! I love you! and I don't want to ever want to hurt you by leaving ever again!" I whimpered.

I was sobbing quietly into mitchs' shoulder. he rubbed my back.

"Shhhh, it's okay sage. your here now. everything okay. your safe. and ill never leave you. no matter what. I love you. I never want you to forget that!"

We let go of each other. I looked up and saw tyler. my heart raced.

" It's okay sage. he explained the situation to us. that girl jumped on him. he wasn't cheating on you. it's okay." Mitch said. trying to calm me down.

" Sage, I'm sorry I did this to you. I shouldn't have followed her. I should have went straight to you. I can never forgive myself for hurting you like this." tyler said. tears filled his eyes.

This made me cry even more. even though the nurses said not to I got up, through the excruciating pain, and hugged him tightly.

" TYLER! IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT! DONT EVER SAY THAT! IT WAS MY FAULT! I WAS THE ONE WHO DECIDED TO DO THIS! I WAS BEING AN IDIOT AND SELFISH! I LOVE ALL OF YOU SO MUCH AND IM NEVER LEAVING YOU GUYS AGAIN! IM SORRY! IM SORRY FOR WHAT I'VE DONE! IM SORRY!" I sobbed.

I sank to the floor. Mitch picked me up and put me back in my bed. he sat in the bed with me, still holding me in his lap. I sat there silently crying in his shirt until I fell back to sleep.