The girl with scars (a munchingbrotato fanfic) (MAJOR EDITING UNDERWAY)

Chapter 11 How could you?!?!?!?

Wednesday April 16,2013

Tyler, Adam, alesa, Kyle, and I were going to a party that Jerome and Mitch were throwing. The others were going to and some other minecrafters that I didn't know too well. but I'm betting it'll be fun! ill even get to catch up with the others.

I was wearing my pokèball gauges, black army boots, plaid dress, little mermaid makeup, little mermaid perfume, and the locket and bracelet tyler and Mitch gave me.

We got inside the merome mansion and damn. Mitch and Jerome know how to party ( I'm not gonna describe it but you can imagine what it was like.). we all dispersed and hung out with some different people.
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(Tylers' pov)

It's getting late. I should probably look for sage and see if she's ready to go.

"Hey tyler. can I talk to you for a sec?"

I turned around and saw a girl. I didn't know her. so how did she know my name?

"Um, do I know you?"

" I'm one of your brotaters, Shelby. I was wondering if I could talk with you for a minute if that's okay with you?"

How did she get here? only youtubers were at the party. I decided not to be rude to her and followed her so we could quickly talk.

" Okay we need to make this fast. I need to find my girlfriend."

"Oh, it won't take long.".

We just stood there for a few minutes, as if she was waiting for something or someone. she took a long time to talk and try to get to her point. then I heard the door upstairs open. that's when she grabbed me and started to intensely kiss me.
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(Sages' pov)

when it was getting late and near to the end of the party a lot of people started leaving. by now it was me, Jerome, Mitch, Adam, alesa, Kyle, the rest of team crafted, and tyler.

Wait where was tyler?

" Hey have you guys seen tyler?"

Everyone looked around and shook their heads.

" Hey we'll help you look." said Mitch pointing at himself and Jerome.

We looked all over and still couldn't find tyler. that was until we went to one room in the downstairs hall we looked around the corner and saw tyler and some other girl. my eyes quickly welled up with tears, soon they started running down my face.

" That bastard." said Mitch.

I felt Jerome place his hand on my shoulder.

Tyler was intensely kissing the girl he was with. I quietly started for the stairs when I turned around and saw Mitch start towards tyler. I rushed back to Jerome and he hugged me protectively as we walked behind Mitch.

"WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK DUDE! YOU HAVE A GIRLFRIEND THAT LOVES YOU MORE THAN LIFE ITSELF AND YOU DECIDE TO THROW HER FUCKING FEELINGS OUT THE GODDAMN FUCKING WINDOW!!!!!" Mitch screamed infuriated at tyler.

Tyler stared at him. then noticed me and Jerome. he stared at me. realizing what had happened.

"Sage, it's not...........".

I couldn't stand there anymore. I got myself out of Jeromes' arms and bolted up the stairs.

"SAGE!!!!!" tyler yelled after me.

I ignored him. How could he. i thought he loved me. I told him everything. I started having flashbacks to the night of the football game. a darted past the others, who were waiting for me and the others to come back with tyler, and ran up the stairs to the bathroom where I locked the door.

I sat down on the lid of the toilet, crying my eyes out. I remembered something I had always carried in my purse before I met tyler. I dug around till I pulled out one of my old razors. I got up and looked in the mirror. ugly. cut. fat. cut. useless. cut. stupid. cut. worthless. cut. cut, cut, cut. I just kept cutting my wrists. I stood there looking at myself in the mirror and looking at the blood and scars. then I pulled out my phone and blasted a song by Hollywood undead called bullet.

The song started and I softly sang along.

My legs are dangling off the edge.

The bottom of the bottle is my only friend.

I think I slit my wrists again and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone.

My legs are dangling off the edge.

A stomach full of pills didn't work again.

I put a bullet in my head. and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone.

I then heard over the music a heard of feet trampling towards the door. they all tried to open the door and stop me. I heard them scream.

"SAGE, DON'T!"

"SAGE PLEASE!"

"PLEASE DON'T DO IT!"

"LET US IN SAGE!"

" PLEASE SAGE! UNLOCK THE DOOR!"

I reached under the cabinet and grabbed a random bottle of pills. it was mostly gone, but there was a little left that covered the bottom of the bottle in blue and white pills. I tipped back my head and ate them all.

In a minute or two I started getting light headed. i fell onto the bathroom floor. the song continued to sing.

I wish that I could fly.

Way up in the sky.

Like a bird so high.

Oh, I might just try.

They were finally able to get the door down. Tyler was the first to fall down next to me. I tried to get away from him, but when I tried to get out the door my arms and legs gave out. my body was giving up.

Mitch picked me up and carried me down the stairs and to his truck. Jerome, Adam, Kyle, and Mitch sat in the bed with me. Ty, tyler, Ian, and Jason got in the truck and Ty drove us to the hospital. the others got in quintins' car and followed behind us.

" Sage, we're on our way to the hospital. they will help you there. just hang on." said Mitch.

I couldn't really hear him. everything around me started to become fuzzy and dark. my vision was slowly narrowing. I was starting to get really tired.

"Sage, please. stay awake!" whispered Adam.

I could hear his voice trembling.

" Guys, gas it! hurry!" yelled Kyle to Ty.

Mitch grabbed my hand and put it between his and kissed it for a long moment. he kept it in one and after that and he'd keep squeezing it. I could see he was trying real hard to not break down crying.

I tried to keep my eyes open. but I failed. my eyes slowly fluttered closed.

" Oh god! hurry the fuck up, Ty! she can't hang on for much longer!". Yelled Adam.

Mitch picked my hand back up with both hands.

" Sage, please. don't leave us. Please don't leave me." whispered Mitch. His voice was hoarse and cracking. I could tell he was starting to cry. I felt a tear land on my finger.

That was the last thing I heard and felt before I blacked out.