Liu Yuxin's POV:
I ran after her but I lost track of her. I walked around for a couple of minutes and then I heard someone sobbing. I rushed to where the noise came from and realized it was Y/N sitting on a bench with her back facing me. I tried to go up to her when I realized she was on a phone call. I stood back waiting for her to finish but I accidentally heard her conversation. I felt bad after hearing all the things she said. Surely she was not trying to take Sooah's place but I was still suspicious of why she decided and agreed to announce herself as Sooyun's sister.
Many thoughts lingered in my head like why is she here? or where does she come from? and most importantly, why doesn't she know who I am? what happened to her that day at the bridge? I couldn't think right. When she hung up her call, I walked toward her and sat next to her. She was looking down with her hair covering her face and all I could think of was Sooah. "did you mean that?" I asked making her jump "Sorry I didn't mean to scare you. All of the things that you've been through and I was really judging you for no reason. I was just so immersed in all of the rumors and Sooah is just someone I cherish. I should've talked to you first" she wiped her tears quickly
"You weren't supposed to hear that. Hey look you don't have to feel sorry for me. I know how you really feel and I don't blame you at all. Everyone thinks the same and I bet you do too." what? I have been such an asshole to her and she's treating me so nicely. 'even in that, she's like Sooah' "no seriously Y/N. I really owe you a sincere apology." I took both of her hands in mine and a cold chill ran through my spine "mhh, well I'm so so sorry. I shouldn't have judged you before asking for an explanation from you. I talked behind your back and hated you just because I thought you were trying to take someone's place who was really important to me. I know I don't deserve for you to forgive me but I'll do better from now on. Allow me to help you. I just need to clear some things with Sooyun."
I looked up at her and she was looking flustered. I let go of her hands and clear my throat and she did the same. "listen uh, how do I say this?" she scratched her head and shifted in position while I looked at her waiting for her words.
"I have heard about me looking like Sooah a lot and I've seen the pictures and I want to be honest with you, I didn't know that Sooyun had a sister. Maybe I'm just a doppelgänger. When rumors began about him and me dating I felt terrible about it and wanted to quit but he did this for me so I have a lot to thank him and there is no way that I would take advantage of him. And you had all the reasons to think like that but it's all good now. I forgive you. I think you should talk to Sooyun for you to have a better understanding of everything. I really appreciate you and I sharing this moment."
'so she really doesn't remember me?'
"hey I feel like we have seen each other before you came to this company, don't you think?" she looked at me with doe eyes. The same cute, doe eyes Sooah used to do when- okay I'm getting carried away but, God she does look like her so much. "I don't think I've seen you. Maybe you've seen me in like the convenience store I used to work at or in the park" I feel like telling her is the right thing "hey I actually-" "Girls it's late you should go in the dorms now." our supervisor interrupted we got up and bowed and started heading towards our dorm.
When we stood in front of the door "hey was there something you wanted to tell me earlier?" she began. I stutter and said "um I'll just tell you later, okay?" she nodded and we went in to rest.
In the middle of the night, I felt the bunk bed move for the 10th time. I was having a hard time sleeping as always and apparently so was Y/N. now that I know what she's going through, I feel bad for her. Not in a pitiful way but more in a sympathetic way. I know is kind of the same but I really have been through what she is going through. That feeling of the rumors, the lies, and the hate doesn't go away no matter what you say. The fake faces around you and you don't have anyone to lean on. I wish I could help. I might know a way. "hey! Y/N! are you having trouble sleeping?" I whispered and saw her head peek from the bottom bunk "yup! you too huh?" I nodded in the dark realizing she might not be able to see me. "yeah" I whispered back.
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Only Two Of a Kind - Liu Yuxin (GxG AU) 18+
Fanfiction"Please don't leave. I need you Han Y/N. I love you" "You don't love me Liu Yuxin. I'm not your first love and you think I am just because I look like her. Just stay here and forget about me. Goodbye" I walked away in pain. Leaving my first love be...