Only Two Of a Kind - Liu Yuxin (GxG AU) 18+

Chapter 14- Watch Out for Peach

*Outfit reference ⬆︎*

Lin Fan's POV:

"Not again!" I said as I walked out of the room. I walked around feeling frustrated. I was not used to this kind of dance. I have to move my body so much and the girls kept telling me to do it again and again.

I felt like crying, and so I did. I was crying in the hall when I saw Lingzi and I approached her clinging onto her and crying. I noticed that Keran was around the corner.

"Lingzi I really can't do this!" I cried in her arms and she hugged me.

"It's going to be okay, baobei." She said as she patted my back. "No! They want me to wiggle my butt. I don't want to do that."

I pressed her against the wall almost falling down. "Keran is watching us" I whispered in her ear.

She pulled away and intertwined our hands "Come on. I'll help you."

"Fanfan! Wait up!" I heard Keran say from behind. We both turned to face her.

"I can help you if you'd like. Keyin gave us some free time." She tried to reach for the hand that Lingzi was holding but I pulled away.

"It's okay. Lingzi will help me. I'll see you later." I replied and walked away.

Lingzi was not really going to help me because she also had to practice with her team but I knew she was helping me out with my plan.

She pulled me into a hug before walking away. I know her intentions but I love her like a sister, just like Y/N. Maybe a little bit less annoying than Y/N.

I walked into the room still crying and Linyu kept laughing at me. I was crying and dancing at the same time. "Good, Lin Fan. You can cry while you dance but let's continue rehearsing."

I really don't know what made me choose this song. I guess I wanted to try something new but I was having such a hard time. AnQi was leading the opposing team and they were all amazing dancers and performers so I felt like I was dragging my team down.

"Okay, we're done for now, let's eat something and then come back later." I slumped down on the floor feeling devastated. Lisa laoshi had given us tips and classes but I just couldn't get the hang of the dance.

Later we had to go to Jony J's class and Luna still hasn't gotten her rap correct. What should I do? Should I just run away? Should I quit right now?

"Lin Fan, let's go eat." I looked at the girl that spoke. Keran was stretching her hand.

"No, thanks. I still have to practice and I'll go with Lingzi later."  I replied as I got up and began dancing in front of the mirror again.

"Seriously? For how long are you gonna keep this up? I'm tired of this, Lin Fan. I just want to be with you. I have eyes for no one else but you. And if I ever made you feel insecure that was all my fault. I should've told you how much you mean to me and actually showed you but you are seriously killing me right now."

She kept going after that but I was already lost in her eyes. It's true that she has made me feel insecure about us dating but I always felt safe next to her. She was my safe place and looking into her eyes, I knew her words were sincere.

As if my body were responding to her words, I hugged her with all my strength. I need to feel her arms around me. I needed to know everything was going to be okay and this was the only way. Tears rolled down my eyes as she embraced me and I sobbed.

"Lin Fan, are you okay?" She asked and I just shook my head.

"I'm scared. You have no idea how scared I am that one day I'm gonna wake up and you will be gone. I think about it every day and it makes me think that we maybe did the wrong thing when we decided to date." I choked on my words.