Why are you still trying to be too nice to someone who does not even care about you or your welfare? - too nice that you have already been treating yourself badly; settling for less and just waiting for the right time --- nope, a miracle!
The disappointment. The panic. The frustration. Ignored. Used. Abused. Are these the only takeaways from all that's happened?
This isn't love I am talking about!
It's about a dying friendship that started from a broken trust.
Hard to believe...I know.