hassling hayden

girl-friends

you followed bernadine down the stairs and passed the boys, making sure not to make eye contact with tom.

you turned the corner into a room and she closed the door behind you.

the room was square and had a king sized bed in middle of it. it had a dresser and two tables on each side of the bed. it had a large window with shitty grey curtains. the bedding was a poorly made white quilt.

bernadine flopped onto the bed and patted for you to sit next to her. "it's not much, but it's one of two rooms so us girls get some privacy." she giggled.

you flopped down next to her. she layed back and looked up at the ceiling, as did you. you sat in comfortable silence for a few minutes before she began to talk.

"your beautiful by the way." she smiled as she turned her body to look at you. you turned to look at her. "thank you, but honey. you are lik-like godly." you replied.

she laughed and punched your shoulder. "shut up." she joked.

"if you don't mind me asking, why do you live here?" you wondered. "hah you're good. i'm one of the leaders of the sds, so i sit in on the trial. if you didn't know, rennie davis and tom hayden are part of the sds so i'm kinda here for them, but it's also just fun living with a bunch of dudes." she babbled. just the mention of his name sent shivers down your spine. how's not the time though. snap out of it.

"ahh. yeah i'm kinda just here for entertainment." you chuckled. she laughed along with you.

"my mom sent me here to get close with my uncle again. but i only agreed cus i have absolutely nothing else to do with my life." you shared. bernadine was easy to talk to for you, so you didn't hold back.

"haha, yeah i get that. kunsler tells me you had some problems with drugs and shit, but don't you worry. me, ab and jer will make sure you get what you want." she winked.

"oh dude that was be great. i'm not good at being sober." you trilled. "not trying to encourage addiction or anything. but i'll make sure your kept in tact." she grinned with a raised eyebrow.

after laughing for awhile, she sat up excitedly, and you did the same. "sooooooo, what do you think of the guys?" she gushed. you definitely had some opinions.

"i've got opinions about all of them." you giggled with a slap to your face. she laughed and agreed.

"okay so, what about abbie?" she whispered. abbie was cute, not exactly your type, but you'd definitely fuck him. "oh he's hot. i have a specific type that doesn't include him, but i would definitely get with him." you trilled. bernadine cracked up.

"DUDE RIGHT?! HES SO FUCKING SEXY TO ME." she shook your shoulders as she yelled. you cracked up and shushed her. "you should definitely try to get with him. you'd be cute." you inquired.

"i knowww. just waiting for the right moment. we flirt and shit but i'm kinda waiting for him to make a move." she mumbled as she fiddled with her skirt. "OMG. YOU LIKE HIM. YOU LIKE AB-" you were cut off my bernadines hand slapping over your mouth. "dude!" she whisper yelled. "shit sorry." you mouthed.

"so what about rennie?" she asked you. you stared at her and couldn't hold it in. you fell back laughing and so did she. it's not that he was ugly, he was just.. awkward? and kinda ugly.

"okay okay, but dave." she joked as she bit her lip. you could hardly breath from laughs. "john." you bit your lip like she did, which made her wheeze.

after laughing for what seemed like 5 minutes, you propped yourself up on your elbow. "okay but jerry and lee are adorable. i want to put them in my pocket and bring them everywhere i go." you giggled. "ahh i know, lee is so little and pure." she purred.

"what do you think of tom, hm?" she questioned you suspiciously. your face grew bright red and you immediately became nervous. your stomach felt queezy and your face was hot. "he's um- he's alright." you mumbled, as you fiddled with your necklaces.

she gasped and pushed you. "Y/N, YOU LIKE HIMMMMMM." she bellowed. you smiled into your shoulder and let out a small giggle. "whaat no no, hes just- i dunno." you stuttered.

"no girl i get it. he's hot. i just know him too well to find him super attractive. he annoys me." she agreed. "he's annoying?" you pondered.

"ohhhhh yeah, tom hayden? hes annoying. he thinks he's better than everyone else. and he's really kinda ignorant and bitchy." she sighed. you had gotten that sorta vibe from him. "no suprise there." you chuckled.

"yeah, but he's prolly into you. your a sexy little thing. just don't let him get to you, boys find that hot." she advised you. you nodded. "i must admit. wineglass? is like realllll fine." you revealed. she gasped and put her hand on your shoulder. "y/n i love you. yes. yes he really is. thank you for agreeing with me. he is daddy." she said in a serious stern tone.

you giggled and blew her a kiss.

"shit, it's like 5. i've gotta meet someone soon. will you be okay?" she concerningly said as she stood up and fixed her skirt. "yeah i'm fine. have fun." you winked. she scoffed and rushed out the door.

you stretched and hopped up from the bed. you finally had a girlfriend. a friend who was a girl. you had angie, but she disappeared a few months ago so it felt great to get your feelings out and just have some girl talk.

you walked out the door and walked into the living room where abbie, jerry, fronies and lee were sitting. they were all passing around a joint.

you walked up to abbie and put your hand out, gestering to the blunt. he scoffed and put it in your hand

you inhaled the smoke into your lungs and felt your throat tingle. god how you missed that feeling. "wheres the bathroom." you asked handing it back to him.

abbie pointed to a door a hallway by the stairs, you nodded and left.

there were 2 doors, both closed. you didn't know which was the bathroom, so you opened the one on the right.

when you opened the door your mouth dropped open. inside was a bed with 2 people on it. a girl who was bent over and a man behind her holding her waist and pounding his penis into her.

it was tom.