10.Selfish

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I stood over her body, laying there on the floor.

I'm numb.

I can't touch her.

"SOMEONE FREAKING HELP HER!!!!!" I screamed in torment. I don't know what scares me more the thought of her actually dead or never seeing her face light up again. She can't do this to me, not now. 

"SAVE HER!!!!" I shout to God.

Of course no answer.

"Please...please...please...someone ...please" I began to sob. I list next to her, making sure our bodies don't touch.

"You can't die. This world needs you, Val... You're so pretty, everyone loves your laugh...I love your laugh, and your smile is worth a lot. Wake up. Please wake up."

Why am I just sitting here.

Helpless.

Wait...she committed suicide...

She'll be like me..

And she'll have three months, she'll get another chance to choose to live.

But. But...but what if she chooses to die.

What if..

Well we can be together. Like she said.

Dang it. Why , Val!?!?!

"Why are you so selfish!" I shout at her.

The words bite me.

Why.

I don't wanna care and I just wanna shake off this feeling, like I've done everything else, everyone else. But it stays.

Screw.

You.

My tears run down faster.

Next thing I know...

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