Chapter ❶

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I have never been like everyone else. It's just the way I am. I get teased, bullied, physically hurt, and of course get my head in the toilets, but no one ever considers my feeling. No one ever thinks that I'm an actual human. I don't understand, I thought as I tried to fall asleep. "Goodnight mum." I attempted to scream above the noise of the kettle.
"Goodnight sweetie. It's 11:32. Try to get to sleep please. Love you." My body relaxed slowly as my eyes easily shut, but all I could think about was school the next day. I hated school. I was always shoved up the back of the class every lesson because everyone no one wanted to sit next to me. It was stupid. I for understand the point of school. Seriously if people who are smart want to go to school then they should but when an outcast like me doesn't want to go, to try and keep the little self esteem that I have, then they should let me. All my terrible thoughts gradually disappeared as my willingness to sleep grew more and more, until my body finally shut down for the night.

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