YUMI'S POVI dragged her sa pool area ng school,
Malapit kase dto kung saan siya tumigil kaninaIm holding her hand at pina upo siya sa isang bench sa gilid ng pool,umopo rin ako sa tabi niya
Buti na lang walang tao ngayon dto
She's not talking,naka yuko lang siya habang hawak yong kanang kamay ko
Ayokong nalulungkot to eh,tapos ako pa naging dahilan kung bat siya umiyak haysss
Sigurado na ako sa focus ko non dba?na pagkakaibigan na lang pahahalagahan ko...pero kase nawala ako sa focus dahil sa nangyare nong gabing yon..
Dahil sa nangyari,my feelings grew more,and its almost impossible for me to resist it..that's why im avoiding her,i just need to get a grip again before talking to her...but i can't continue fixing myself if im hurting her..of course we're bestfriends now,syempre nasasaktan siya sa pag iwas ko
Although,i wasn't planning to tell her about my feelings
But im gonna tell her my half truth,that's the only way para maliwanagan sila,and to help me hold my grip..
"I- i need to tell you some important thing" i said
Lumingon siya sakin,and cares my hand..she signalled me to continue
"Well it took me 3 years to figure things out and recently ko lang natanggap ng buong buo...its hard,lalo na sa mundong to na mapanghusga,But now that i have my Family's support,and even our friends support,i think you also deserve to know even if you won't accept it"
"Just tell me,because guessing game wasn't my thing...baka mahampas na talaga kita pag dmo pa sinabi agad sakin" she said,napaka sadista talaga nito,kinakabahan na nga ako dto eh
I faced her,and pulled back my hand,nakita ko kung paano nagsalubong kilay niya dahil sa ginawa ko,but i need to
"Bianca.......
Im...into girls....too"
Hooooo!!!!!!!ayan nasabi ko na
I can't see her reaction because my eyes were tightly closed
But i was forced to open it when i didn't hear any response
She's just staring at me,i can't read any emotion in her face
Oww no ...d-did i messed up???
*___*
"So did you ignored and avoided me because you're afraid you overstep some boundries?Takot ka bang magagalit ako?"
Eh??i wasn't expecting this reaction...
Nakahanda nakong masampal eh .But yeah,tama siya isa yan sa rason kung bag umiwas ako
"Y-yeah,that's one of the reason" i answered and scratch my nape
She sighed
"You know,it doesn't matter..Hindi ako galit okay?at hindi ako magagalit,
You're the most respectful person i know so alam ko,sigurado akong hinding hindi ka gagawa ng ikakasira ng pagkakaibigan natin...ni ayaw mo nga kaming mabastos dba"She sincerely said she even flashed her beautiful smile..
Damnn..i wanna cry
"Thank you,Bianca...i wasn't expecting you to accept me this soon..it means a lot more than you know...and im sorry too for not telling it soon" i smiled,gummy one
She pinched my cheeks bago siya tumawa ng malakas
Araayyy sakit ha,but hearing he laughter was enough to ease the pain